your my everything

2012-02-20T18:34:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL YEAR IS COMING TO AN END! *jumps for joy*
But before school year ends, there's a final exam which is on the 5th and 6th of March and after that, I'm done with ITE life. The exam is getting nearer but I still have yet to do a proper revision. I really have got to start revising soon and that means, i will have to keep my medication near.

But on a brighter note, I have found a part time job and have been working for 2 weeks now. I'm currently a part-time worker of Charles&Keith and ever since I started working and for the past 2 weeks, my only free day was on Tuesday and that is also because I end school really really late. Now, i have very limited time with me. My free time is only in school and that is for my friends and when I'm home, time for my family and my rest time. This sounds crazy, but I'm thankful that I'm actually busy even though I get really tired and cranky afterwards, I'm thankful I got to keep my mind of things and stop myself from over-thinking.

Before I end my post, I'll do a little promoting for ITE Showchoir and NUS Arts Festival. ITE Showchoir will be performing during NUS Arts Festival, like what i mentioned before in my previous post. Here's the poster of the event. Check it out and do come down and give us your support yeah? Till next time my people.

2012-02-06T17:48:00.004+08:00

SATURDAY.

My parents were away as they had to attend one of my cousin's wedding over in Kuala Lumpur and so, the siblings and I had the house to ourselves but my cousins and one of my aunt slept over at my place though.

I was out almost the whole of Saturday and only came home on early Sunday morning. Went to school for the hairspray musical audition. Why did i went there? I wanted to try something new and really step out of my comfort zone. During the audition, we had to sing, dance and act and I have to say, I really did step out of my comfort zone. (round of applause for me)

After the audition, I went home got changed and out to Dhoby Ghaut for a movie date with Faiz. Basically, my whole Saturday night was spent with the boy. We had dinner, watched a movie and stayed over at Pasir Ris Park at this friend's BBQ Pit. A whole day filled with, laughter, annoying one another and never ending stories about life and past. Something shocking, we actually walked from my place which is at Changi all the way to Pasir Ris Park at 1.30AM because there wasn't anymore buses at that time. The journey was ridiculously far but we made it and frankly, i didn't really feel that tired. Maybe it was because of the weather, seriously, that night was really cooling and windy.

Reached home only at 6/7am in morning and fell asleep with my makeup on. The most annoying thing is that, the fact that I slept extremely late, I actually woke up at 1 in the afternoon and started teaching younger brothers and cousins their homework. I was really really sleepy, no joke and cranky as well. While teaching youngest brother his homework, i actually made him cry *hehe* Seriously, I don't think I can be a teacher.

That will be it for now ouh and today, 6 February is youngest brother's birthday. He has turned 7 now, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIL BROTHER. The family will be going out to celebrate his birthday, it's a family tradition. Shall talk about it more here and on my twitter. For now, this will be it and a question to ask, how old do you think Faiz is? I would really like to know how old do you think he is. Tell me (: `xoxo

2012-02-02T22:23:00.006+08:00

I have been travelling down to the west side for two days straight and to be more specific, it's actually to ITE College West. It's only February and I have been to ITE College West approximately 3 times already and seriously, the journey from the East to the West drives me crazy as it takes hours. For those who had to travel from one end of Singapore to the other almost everyday be it for work,school or anything, I totally respect you for it. I really do.

The reason why I had to go to ITE College West was because ITE Showchoir had a performance there which was actually yesterday and the day before was our sound check. Our performance was at ITE College West was a launch concert for NUS Arts Festival. We performed 3songs, 1 inspirational song and another 2 hip-hop songs that required dancing. We performed at the piazza in the afternoon with the sun at it's highest. Despite the humid weather that was unbearable, we did well during the show.

The real concert for NUS Arts Festival would be somewhere in March. I'm unsure about the dates and when will Show choir be performing but I'm sure I'll be posting a few things here. And to sum everything up a few snapshot photo of yesterday before the performance at the piazza.

And if anyone is wondering about how I am. I'm doing good, still living and enjoying the thing called life I'm literally enjoying life now. I was really stupid to think that I couldn't move on without you in my life. Now, to hell with all the heartaches, heartbreaks and the time I cried myself to sleep. I'm a stronger person now then I was before. Till next time my lovelies.

2012-01-28T20:32:00.003+08:00

Good day pretty people. It's the weekends once again and I'm staying at home to get the rest I need for my leg. As much as it bores me, I've got no choice but to stay home as my leg needs the rest to lessen the bruise and the swollen-ness (if it's even a word)

Next question is how did it happen right?
It happened on Wednesday, during showchoir did the most basic cheerleading stunt with the members and I landed wrongly. I have been doing that basic stunt for a very long time during my cheerleading days and even when I joined showchoir but sadly, on that very day I had to land wrongly and now I've got a swollen toe. God knows what was running in my mind till I had to land wrongly. Frankly, I'm not happy with myself.WHY? Cause it's the most basic stunt and I got injured by doing the most basic stunt.Isn't that just pure dumb? Even though I've got a swollen toe, having difficulty walking and the pain was unbearable, I still went for my showchoir practise and dance non-stop ignoring the pain and this was the outcome.

The bruise got darker, spread and swell up more. Crazy huh, it actually scares me when i look at it. Just so you know, this picture was taken during the the practice and when I saw it instead of resting my leg, I still went on dancing ignoring the pain. Yes, I am a stubborn girl because I hate going for practises and not doing anything might as well I don't go if I'm only going to seat around. But now, I've got to rest my leg eat my pain-killers and put the gel given by the doctor if I want to perform on Wednesday. To tell you secret, the doctor actually told not to do any aggressive movements like walking too much, dancing and stunning for a few weeks and until the bruise and swell lessens. But being me, I'm going against what he said and still performing on Wednesday but I'll rest my leg during the weekends.

That's about it about my leg and what happened.OH! I'm only left with a few of school and then I'll be graduating already. I've still have yet to decide where am i going. Private/Poly? Work for awhile and start schooling? I've got to start planning and do more revisions too. Next week or so, I'll be having my practicals and followed by my final exams. Wish me luck alright?

2012-01-07T12:46:00.002+08:00

It may be late but it's better to be late then never. So here it goes, WELCOME 2012!!
So, how did you celebrate your countdown? Did you get kisses under the fireworks? Found love on New Years? Quality time with friends/family? Share it with me I would love to know. As for me, I celebrated my countdown a little different. People go to crowded places but for me I went away from the crowd. My family and I went to Yio Chu Kang Stadium for some religious talk instead of crowded places for countdown. A little different but it was a nice experience as I got closer to god and it was really a nice feeling. Try it sometime (:

So, it's the New Year. NEW YEARS RESOLUTION ANYONE? I don't really have a New Years Resolution cause I feel that if you want to change or achieve something you don't need a New Year to do that you can do that anytime you want. Agree with me anyone? Before we start looking forward for a New Year, Let's reflect a little on 2011 shall we? On how much we have grown and what we have been through and all.

2011.
A year filled with happiness, sadness and joy at the same time and a year I fell in and out of love.First up, I've ended my 2years relationship.Broken very much broken and got back into the love game months later. Found someone who brought something in me out that I never thought I could do and I'm very much thankful for it. However, that relationship didn't last.It was just a momentary thing but I am very much affected with it and still in the healing process up till now.I allowed someone I barely knew to walk into my life took a part of me,trusted him with my fragile heart and allowed him to crush it into a thousand and one pieces.A mistake I wouldn't do no more, and with that, I've become the girl I am today. A girl who can be a heartless monster at times, a girl who lies to people about her feelings but hurting so much on the inside.

For 2012.
I want to be a stronger girl then I was in 2011.Heal fully from the heartbreak and take up new challenges in life. I want to excel in my studies and have a brighter future. So, I'm planning to enter Poly with the course of my choice (hoping). Get a part-time job for extra pocket money and learn how to be a responsible human with my expenses and not only that, I want to complete my car license before the end of 2012 and I'll work hard for it.

Mummy Daddy, I'll try my ultimate best to make you proud of me once more. I know you are still disappointed in me with what happened last year but I promise I'll make you proud of me one day that's for sure. To YOU, you know what happened and how my family has been treating me and you left just like that how do you think i feel with everything on my shoulders.Going through everything all by myself. SCREW YOUR EGO & YOUR PRIDE SERIOUSLY!

That's it folks, till more updates and school will be starting this coming Monday. Time for me to step up my game and work hard for my finals pull my GPA up and enroll for poly with the course of my choice. Till next time beauties, xoxo lynn

2011-12-29T22:16:00.002+08:00

So people I'm back from my Bandung trip on the 22nd December and guess what, the very next day I was down with fever and flu straight. It's nice to be back home but it isn't nice to be sick not nice at all.There's alot of pictures there but blogger is being an ass and it doesn't allow me to upload the rest.So for now, enjoy this few pictures. The rest are on facebook, check it out! .

2011-12-15T20:43:00.002+08:00

A short update before I start packing my bags and get ready for my trip tomorrow. Since it's the holidays, I've been going out everyday. Out in the morning and home at night and now I'm officially broke.No wait, I'm DEAD BROKE NOW. I forgot where I have been going for the past few days but what I know and remember one day vividly and that day was on Tuesday.

Went to town with Wadiah on Tuesday for a mini shopping and we, no wait, I took pictures with the HOT HOT MUSCULAR MODELS OF A&F. I could go on and on, on how hot they are but I'll let the pictures do the talking instead.

This one on top is my personal favourite.Just look at his toned body with nice abs and the dimple to die for. Can my future boyfriend be something like him? (as if) I'm done for this post and I really should start packing now as my flight will be in the morning tomorrow. Till i come back from my trip. Take Care my lovelies, xoxo.

2011-12-11T15:05:00.002+08:00

It's the end of school semester and that means it's holiday time. WAIT! I was already on my holiday mood ever since last week. *chuckles* Alright, I have not been sharing about my life for ever so long. I guess I'll dedicate this post to myself and my life story. Here it goes...

Remember a few posts ago I introduced you all to someone new in my life and how I was looking forward to spend my future with him? Remember Remember? Now, what i was really looking forward has now crushed into a thousand and million pieces and now I'm left to fix the pieces myself and bring myself together. Yes, it was only a month in fact it was a momentary thing but that momentary thing made an impact in my life (weird enough).

If you are going to ask me how am I handling? I can lie and say I'm alright and life has never been better. But please, my lips say another but my eyes shows how much I'm hurting on the inside. Nevertheless, life still has got to move on right? and I thank every single one of my friends who has been there for me hearing my stories,giving me advices,being my shoulder to cry on and being there when I couldn't sleep at night and only wants the best for me.

Frankly, my immune system has gotten from bad to worse migraine has now been an everyday thing for me. Tissues and medications are now my best friend and my close friends are family to me. I'll pull through soon enough and I'm hoping my trip will make things easier for me. I'll pull through soon enough, time will tell time will heal.I'll end it of with 2 pictures I found on facebook during the mini salsa competition.

" & to who it may concern, i wish you all the best in your future and your career.
I'm sorry i couldn't be any better for you, nevertheless, i wish you all the best.
xoxo lyn "

2011-12-08T20:40:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BABYGIRL, STEPHANIE!
Had a birthday celebration for her with the rest of the girls at the earlier part of the day. Met up with the rest at Tampines Macdonald for the mini celebration. Actually, it's kind of a mini meet up/catch up session with the girls after so long. We met up, ate and did a little catching up with our lives.

It's so nice to meet up with them again after so long talking and sharing stories with each other just like old times. A picture of us and a video of the birthday girl opening her birthday present. This will be it for now. Till next time everyone, xoxo.

2011-12-06T19:32:00.002+08:00

A little little update with a few pictures from last Friday and Saturday. On Friday, I had my S&W mini salsa competition and sadly only a few took part. My dance partner was Suphian the guy in the picture below and we won "the best dress" and the dance was a new experience for me and i never thought i would enjoy myself but i did. But sadly, i wasn't concentrating much on the dance steps and didn't do turns when i was supposed to. And on Saturday, I volunteered for the Standard Chartered Race till Sunday afternoon. It was a living nightmare for me during the race. Wasn't able to sleep for the whole of Saturday till Sunday, my whole body was sticky because the afternoon weather was pretty humid and the drinks kept spilling till the extend my whole shoe was soaking wet.
Lesson learnt, not to volunteer for this type of things cause it's stupid and runners are thirsty zombies. It scares the CRAP out of me. Till next time

2011-11-13T20:37:00.003+08:00

I'm back to blogging for now. God knows how long have i left this site empty with no updates and etc. I've just been too caught up with my life which is literally a living roller coaster with lots of ups and downs but for now, my life is pretty much stable (i guess) but i'm back on my two feet and see-ing things in a lot of different ways.

For now, let ,me introduce you to someone new who just entered my life. Let's all welcome SYAIFUL ARRIFIN! (claps hands).So, the story goes like this. We met in Show Choir which is the CCA I am in now and we got together weeks later. We will be a month in a few hours times <3!
That shall be it for now. I'll try my ultimate best to update this dead site as much as possible. Till next time, xoxo

2010-10-09T20:37:00.002+08:00

Holidays are really coming to an end actually i have only a few days left of holiday.I'll be starting school next week.Weirdly, i actually can't wait for school to reopen and i'm really excited about it.WAIT! how do younger kids say their excited? Oh ya, SEX-CITED. *thousand and one expression on my face*

So, and the last few days of my holidays, i've been spending alot actually all the time at home and i HATE IT! I HATE IT ALOT! Firstly, it's freaking boring and secondly staying at home alot will just make me fat faster.The reason why i say that it will make me fat faster is because i tend to eat alot of junk food non-stop every hour.So my routine at home is, laptop, tv,eat,sleep and basically that's all.I know i'm behaving like a FAT PIG at home.I want to go out but dearest is busy with his bike lessons and all and my friends are busy working. DAMN! i really should have search for a job before hand *angry at myself*

And so to sum up everything, i really can't wait for school to re-open.And my eating habit will lessen down and i'll go back to my trainings and that will surely help me to lose some weight. Right? I just hope so *insyallah* To all those who will be facing a major exam all the best and to those who is waiting for school to re-open, have a great first day at school ! (:

2010-10-02T20:45:00.002+08:00

BABY IS ALREADY 18! (yesterday)

Yesterday was dearest's birthday and so, i spend my day with him.Surprised him with handmade cupcakes.Cupcakes made by me and made with tones and tones of LOVE.Frankly, i'm not happy with the way my cupcake turned out because it didn't turn out the way i wanted it to be but dearest said it's already good enough *phew* Atleast he likes it. That's good enough (i guess)

After the mini surprise which i'm not sure if it's a surprise for dearest we headed to town to catch a movie.Yes i know it's nothing EXTRA-ORDINARY but having to spend time with dearest is already good enough.And if spending with him on his birthday makes it meaningful than, i'm happy that his happy.

I'm done for now. I'm feeling extremely totally tired. I just finish my open house which kept me really busy and kept me going up and down like a mad cow and to add on, the weather was a killer a TOTAL KILLER.But , thanks to those who took their time to come down to my house warming.I appreciate it alot. I'm not sure why but i just appreciate it.Now, i'll let a few pictures of yesterday do the talking.ENJOY PEOPLE! & lastly, I LOVE MUZHAFFAR ALOT!

2010-09-28T20:00:00.010+08:00

I've abandoned my blog for months and the dust here is really thick *coughs coughs* I'm back for some raye updates before i forget.My raye with family and friends have been great but for my friends, i have not completed all my clique and has yet to be completed.I'll let the pictures do the talking for now more up on facebook as usual.

2010-09-08T23:49:00.002+08:00

I have been abandoning my blog for some time and will be abandoning for some time still. Schedule has been really really pack and my exams are just next week and i have yet to remember the important things.So people, be a dear and wish me luck alright? WAIT! is there anyone who still reads my blog.The dust her is really thick here *psft* And raye is this friday so, before i forget, i would like to wish all my muslim friends including myself a SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!

2010-08-18T00:13:00.002+08:00

It's the holidays and i've been staying at home for days and using my laptop is what i will be doing from morning till late night. Just like the picture up there (ugliest picture ever).If i'm not using the laptop, i'll be watching tv and if i'm not doing both, i'll be sleeping till late evening and will be waking just on time to help my mum with breakfast. (sleeping pig)

I know this post is freaking boring.NO WAIT! my holidays are BORING.Actually it's the most BORING HOLIDAY i have ever got to face.BORING BORING BORING! But, tomorrow i just hope it won't be another boring day for me as i'll be out for YOG at Jalan Besar Stadium from 3PM-10.30PM and tomorrow is going to be my first day there and actually going there by myself.I just hope that i won't get lost on the way there and when i'm already there.I'm getting bored and tired.So goodnight people and enjoy your holidays.

2010-08-11T23:01:00.002+08:00

I HATE ANNOYING & IRRITATING PEOPLE LIKE YOU. WHO ACTS AS MR KNOW IT ALL. LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING FOR PEOPLE LIKE YOU. YOU CAN KISS YOUR OWN ASS AND DIG YOUR OWN GRAVE FOR ALL I CARE. YOUR SUCH A HINDRANCE TO ME. GET A LIFE SUCKER!

2010-08-08T11:53:00.004+08:00

My blog has been collecting dust, psft! I'm sorry.Laptop was down for a few days and only yesterday i could use the laptop *jumpforjoy*.I'm actually really lazy to update anything cause everything seems to be the same for me.Drama, getting pissed, being hurt, getting shock and etc.So basically, everything has been the same.Just like what they say, this are parts and parcel of life.I'm done with today's post for now.I'll let the pictures of YOG preview do the talking.

2010-07-29T23:37:00.004+08:00

Pictures of Flyer with family and birthday celebration for little cousin Rizq Aqil.I'm not going to blabber alot in this this post.I', just going to let the pictures speak for itself.Goodnight and before i forget, i'm going to watch YOG tomorrow at the Floating Platform *jumpsforjoy!*

2010-07-26T00:45:00.002+08:00

Blogger is being such a BITCH now.I've uploaded the pictures i want to upload but it's just coming out and it's just making me pissed. "I HATE YOU BLOGGER!" I'll have a proper update soon, i guess.Once blogger stop being such a bitch.

2010-07-25T01:20:00.002+08:00

I just reached home a with the family and here i am using the laptop with my make up still on and transferring pictures from the camera (perangaitaksabar).We just got back from the Singapore Flyer and it was a hell of experience.It made me feel as if i was on top of the world and i was actually smiling from ear to ear when we were at the very top and being able to see the tall buildings and a lot a lot of lights.SINGAPORE IS B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L! (claphandsloudly)

Sadly, we didn't manage to watch the fireworks as we were late.But never mind, there will always be a next *thinking happy thoughts*.Before going to the Flyer, the family and i were at my Grandparent's place at Woodlands celebrating my little cousin's birthday.My little cousin by the name of Rizq Aqil who turns 7 today and will be entering Primary 1 next. "all the best for school little boy!"

I'm done with the updates.Pictures are already transferred and uploaded on Facebook but not here.I'm tired and sleepy and it's running late.I'll do another round of proper update when i get back up.Trust me, the next post will most probably be filled with numerous pictures.

2010-07-24T00:17:00.003+08:00

T.G.I.F! And after school, i went to catch a movie with Wadiah baby and her friend Nana.Pretty awkward calling her friend NANA when my nickname is also NANA (laughsalone) I think i should just change my nickname.Many people around me have the same nickname as me and it always makes me feel as if i'm calling myself when i say this "Ehk Nana!"

So, after school we watched a movie tittled "THE CRAZIES".It's a horror movie filled with zombies from the start of the movie till the end, pretty scary but it was alright.I'll give it 5bites.Go watch it to know what i'm talking about and than tell me what you think of the movie.

Finally! I have received the ice-skating videos from Farhan.Actually, i received them late last night but i was too tired to re-edit my post and upload it.So here are the 2videos taken when we were at Ice-Skating yesterday.ENJOY & GOODNIGHT!

2010-07-22T23:20:00.005+08:00

There wasn't any school for me today.All class was canceled because my campus was having an open house for the secondary school graduates.Since there wasn't any school today, meet up with Farhan was earlier.But before the meet up, we had a slight argument on the phone but still the meet was on and it went out GREAT.What the argument was about is between me and him you people don't really have to know (go jage your own pantat)

Meet up at my place and than to his mum's shop than to his place and than to Kallang .OMG! his parents are adorable and one of the funniest parents i have ever met (ok random). We went to Kallang for Ice Skating.We skated from 4PM all the way 6PM and it was really really fun.Many things happened in the ring and all of it is extremely funny and made me laugh till i nearly cry (sampai penat aku ketawe) and i got myself injured in the ring too.If i were to share the story it would be super funny and super dumb.But i guess you all briefly know what happened till i got myself injured.If you still don't get it, let me share.I fell in the ice skating ring larh, like duhh! But how and why, is a secret.

Today was the first time i ever Ice Skated and i have to say it was a great experience and i'm so going to do it again.It's been so long since i wanted to Ice Skate and at last today i got to skate all thanks to Farhan (thanks pantat for today) Here are a few pictures of today there's actually videos too but i've yet to receive it from him.But once i receive it, i'll post it up here as soon as possible.I'm done with my updates.Now, enjoy the pictures and i'm sorry for my shit face today.

2010-07-22T00:28:00.002+08:00

School has been sucking up all my energy but with all the energy being sucked up, i have to say that i do do enjoy going to school though.Going to school and meeting my babies and laughing together at almost anything and everything and sharing things with each other are the best.This post is sumpah boring and sumpah feeling-feeling (i don't know why).But i have got to thank my babies for standing by myside.My babygirl Wadiah, My so called gay-partner Naim, My crazy dude Shafiq and My California girl Stepahnie.This are the people who are the best of the BEST.Enjoy the random pictures and a video that was taken today during our BEV Lesson.

Now, i have finally privatise my tweet.Why am i suddenly privatising it? It's because, i don't intend to let unknown people know about my life, my whereabouts and what i'm doing.It's really disturbing when people i don't know, know about my life and acting as if they know alot about me (step 10tahun da kenal).I want to share things with people but not with EVERYONE and so, i decided on privatising my tweet and maybe might just be closing this site.We'll see how it goes.

2010-07-20T23:46:00.004+08:00

Alot to update alot to share but so little time to do everything.Basically, school has been rather stressing alot of datelines to meet and assignments to be complicated.But, thankfully so far i can manage school work and everything that is going on around.Just so you know, i'm going through another round of drama.OMG! When will the drama in my life stop? *slapshead*

I don't know what am i suppose to be sharing actually but i know that i want to share 2 things that i remembered which happened recently.The most recent one is that my clique celebrated Syafiq Slasher's 17th birthday.Actually, we had a mini belated birthday party surprise for him and the celebration was a two thumbs up and it went as planned (alhamdulilah)
Another event that i remembered was that i had a Logistics Team building on last Friday.It was held at Hort Park and i have to say even though at the start i thought that the team building was a total waste of time, after the team building, it proved me wrong.The team building was actually pretty fun and of course exciting and i made new friends along the way too.
I'm done with my update.As usual, all pictures are up on facebook check it out if you want to.Ouh, i might just be moving house.Ok BEDEK! I'm changing my url address or i might just stop using blogger and try out some new other website.Reason on changing will be up soon and i'm privatising a few of my things real soon.Goodnight.

2010-07-15T21:42:00.003+08:00

I just got off a chat with Farhan and his 2 adorable cute little neighbours.Those two little girls are adorable, Mira and Zara the cute little siblings.I was chatting with Farhan and the little girls came and in the end, i chat with them instead of Farhan. Since we were webcaming, we took pictures too.It's really keco chatting with Farhan and the little girls, full of laughter through out the conversation. Did i mention that the girls are adorable? They are freaking ADORABLE. (farhan jangan jealous boy)

And yesterday, went out with Farhan.Had an impromptu kite flying session.Believe it or not, yesterday was my first time to fly a kite (no childhood) We kite fly at Punggol and after kite flying, we drove back to his house for dinner and sat around for awhile before heading back home.Here are a few pictures of yesterday.

I'm done with my updates.Goodnight people and i'll be going to Henderson Wave tomorrow with school for some Logistics Team Building.I heard from Wadiah that it's going to be fun.Let's hope that it is going be fun and hope that the weather won't be such a killer (pray hard)

2010-07-08T22:04:00.003+08:00

Ben & Jerry's Brownies makes me a happy girl.Actually, chocolates makes me a happy girl (big wide smile).Didn't attend school today as i woke up late and my next lesson was only 1hour.You don't expect me to attend school for only 1hour right? And so, i woke up had my shower and out to meet up with Farhan for breakfast at Tampines.He actually had to take the public transport from the north to the east *evil smiles*. We had breakfast at Tampines Macdonalds and than to Dhoby to have a movie marathon.

First movie we watch was Despicable Me.Right after the movie ended, we headed to Ben & Jerry's for ice cream and after eating, we watched another movie tittled Toy Story 3.Both movies are cartoons and of course cute and adorable.But, Despicable Me is much funnier than Toy Story 3.Watch it before it's too late people.Overall, today was a movie marathon with Farhan and for the first time, we both took the Circle Line *jumps for joy and touch sky*
Yesterday, i met with up Farhan.We went to my Primary School (peixin-yishun) SYF Performance Concert which was at Esplanade.The concert was 2thumbs up and of course my primary school was the best and the juniors are adorable they never fail to amaze the audience.Well, i know i was amazed with their performance and i sure did cheer for them non-stop with a wide smile on my face.

After the performance, went home straight.And that was when Farhan took a look at his gift.A gift a made by yours truly.I baked for him a Oreo Cheesecake Cupcake and gave a photo frame that has a few of our pictures and a small little note.And despite being 22, upon receiving the gift, he behaved like a little boy and started smiling widely.
I'm done with the updates and now it's time for me get my rest and have my night sleep.Goodnight People (:

2010-07-05T23:09:00.002+08:00

The new school term has already started.Which means, it's time to start to hit the books all over again and not have any life.New term means busy life.I'll be going home late most of the days and that means that school is officially my second home.This is because, i spend long hours in school just like i spend long hours at home. psft

So what is new? Nothing is new just that many people got themselves new hair cut, new hair colour and etc. All involves hair.As weird as it sounds, but it's true. Mostly people change is their hair, i guess that is what that is really obvious.

And today, was suppose to have my cheerleading training.At the very last minute, i bailed on my cheerleading and met up Farhan instead.Met up at Tampines and bought dinner at Sempang Bedok and than to his place to eat with his family.After dinner, played with the little ones (zara & mira) Trust me, their two adorable little girls and Zara is the sweetest.

Enough of playing with the little ones, it was time to head back home.But before heading back home, we made a stop at the Yishun Damp.It isn't a windy night today and there isn't any stars in the sky too (sedih boy).We were at the Yishun Damp with his sister and their boyrfriends and everyone was doing their own things.As for me, i had some talk time with Farhan and hell, i teared.No, actually it made me cry and through out the journey back home we were talking about the same thing and again i cried. (amalina is a cry baby)

"what am i to do when i don't know what i want."

2010-07-03T16:26:00.003+08:00

My blog has been abandoned for a few days already.Sorry for that.I've been caught up with work and been going home at night and too tired to do a decent update.Not much of updates actually.I've been going to work for this whole week and going home at night.

Ouh! today is actually Farhan's birthday.Now, his 22 years old (da tua la oi).Sadly, birthday boy had to work on his own birthday.What a pity *evil laughs* and will only be done with work latest 9PM. "orang bodoh jek keje time birthday" (inside joke)

And now, everyone i know including me is on the ECLIPSE craze.I got to watched the Gala Preview which was on Wednesday at Lido and i have to say that the show is AWESOME.It's a little predictable but still it's a great show.I'll give it 6bites.Call me crazy, but i'll be watching ECLIPSE again with my Wadiah Baby real soon.On Thursday, Farhan picked me up from work and we had dinner together.Dinner wasn't just the two of us.We had dinner with his family,his sister's boyfriends and his neighbour excluding his father.OMG! his neighbour's kids are pure ADORABLE both are girls and one is 5 and the other is 9 if i'm not mistaken.Two cute little girls and the youngest which is 5 can clique with me and someone was shock. HAHA

The dinner was something new to me and ofcourse i felt out of place but after some time, it went alright.We had dinner at Manhatten Fish Market at Yishun.A new place for me and the food there was alright but the Fish&Chips can't beat Fish & Co.

And after getting our tummies filled, it was time to say goodbye to his family and the 2 cute girls and for me to go home.Another thing cute.The last picture was taken by the 5year old girl.Picture is a little blur but so what (:

2010-06-30T00:54:00.002+08:00

Today was my last day of work and my pay is in.Sadly, i can't enjoy my full pay as i have to pay for my camera which has yet to be fully paid by the end of this year *psft*.Work so hard but can't enjoy my salary.And i have to say that today just isn't my day.It's just an awful day and being treated by PEOPLE AWFULLY.

After work, met up with my babygirl Wadiah at Bugis and than went to Haji Lane.Well, was supposed to meet up with the rest of the dudes (famizee, ajid & haikel) at 6plus.But being them, they followed the janji melayu and i actually rushed down to Bugis straight after work.But never mind, coming early allowed me to have some girl time with Wadiah and we did a hell lot of catching up.

Found the shop we want to go. Sat ordered food and shisha-ed while talking and waiting for the guys the arrive (star karat).While i was with my friends just spending time, Farhan was actually rushing straight from work just to pick me up from Haji Lane.He sat with my friends for a few minutes and than we made our move home.Someone just had to give me the F*CKED UP attitude and made my day double worse.And because of dude, the ride home was rather silent.Actually, too silent and a feeling of awkwardness was in me.

I'm done with my updates and I'm off to sleep now.I'll end my post with a few pictures of today.ALARM! my face in the pictures are awful and oily. And for everyone to know and don't be jealous people, I'll be catching the movie ECLIPSE tomorrow evening with my family.Mum just received 4pairs of Saga Preview Tickets in the afternoon.I can't wait for tomorrow! *fingers cross that tomorrow will be a better day*

2010-06-29T00:22:00.003+08:00

It's the start of the week and my second day at work.There is always Monday Blues on Monday (like duhh) and i hate it when it comes to Monday when i'm working.Because, Monday means double, no, wait triple my work. And with clients coming in and out and courier to be called after one another, my work had to be drag all the way until after lunch.And after doing one work, i was given another work to be done. OMG! you should see the reception table, i made a mess out there, haha (katekan amalina)

After work, met up with Farhan as we were suppose to search for slippers for him.But in the end, didn't that silly boy.In the end, we had dinner and than off to the Marina Bridge or something the place that is right beside the floating platform.Sat there for awhile and i have to say that today's weather is pretty warm.

Enough time, we walked back to Marina Square or something (i keep forgetting the name of the place) and someone forgot where he parked his car.Got lost at the carpark to search for the car for a few minutes due to going down using a different escalator.EPIC BOY!

I'm done with my updates and here's a video which i figure that i would just share to show you why i call Farhan a Pantat.Cause he is really a PANTAT.Asking me to count from 1 till 3 and made me think he was taking a picture but actually he was taking a video (tipu my perasaan).In the end, he started laughing and kept on saying "you kene prek" besar punye pantat.

I'm done.I'm off to get my sleep i need the rest as tomorrow is another round of work and after work will be meeting Wadiah Baby for sheeesha session with the dudes and babygirl is picking me up from work. YEAH!

2010-06-25T23:25:00.004+08:00

Today was my first day of work at my mum's workplace.Sadly, i had to work by myself today as mummy wanted to sleep longer.And because of going to work by myself, i got caught in the rain and the rain was really extremely heavy and causing my heels and my pants to be wet.It wasn't easy to talk in such a heavy rain and guess what,at the traffic lights near the office, the water was already my ankle height.Can you imagine that?!?

And i wasn't prepared for such a heavy rain to come down today.So i wore a sleeveless top to work and ending up shivering in the office and since my heels were wet, i walked barefoot while doing my work.Than God there wasn't any client today *alhamdulilah*

I only had to work half day today as today was actually Starcom's 10th Anniversary.Ended work at around 2PM or so and than took a bus to Marina Bay Sky Park.The company charted 2 buses to go to Marina Bay, it's just like a school excursion but it's the adult version *inside joke*

Upon reaching the foot of the Marina Bay Sky Park, everyone and i mean everyone went "WOW!" and mummy was already freaking out. F.Y.I, she is actually afraid of heights and the Sky Park is actually 56 and 57 storey heights.And guess what, the view up there was extremely GORGEOUS and the the place there was of course BEAUTIFUL and i'll give it 2thumbs up.Oh! but, you'll have to pay before going up the Sky Park and it's per entry and it's not cheap.

Now, enjoy the the few pictures taken today.As usual, pictures are all up on Facebook.Ouh! and after the Sky Park we went to Marina Barrage to have a kite competition and it was FUN.

2010-06-24T23:43:00.004+08:00

The picture up there was taken at the zoo and i went there just now in the afternoon.But something weird and impromptu happened before going to the zoo.But sadly, i can't share it here or someone would just freak.With who did i went to zoo with you might ask.I went to the zoo with FARHAN as he got 1pair of free tickets to the zoo and so, he brought me. and i actually told him that i wanted to go to the zoo and so, he got the tickets.How nice.

Reached zoo at around 2PM or so and we left at around 6PM.After leaving zoo, we had Ben&Jerry's before making our move out from zoo.After zoo, we went to Henderson Wave with his younger sister, Miza and her beloved boyfriend.SHOCKING NEWS! that was the first time i went to Henderson Wave and hell, the place is really extremely BEAUTIFUL but to go there is a little creepy.

At around 9PM, made our move from Henderson Wave and back to home sweet home.Overall, i had a fun time today with such great people. A few pictures of today.It actually took so long just to upload this few pictures.Blogger is being a bitch this few days *psft*

And yesterday, my family went to UNIVERSAL STUDIOS.Obviously, i had a hell of time there and when i got back home, i suffered from a very bad headache and it caused me to sleep early.But, i slept in pain and that isn't so good.Actually, it's not good at all.And here are a few pictures of yesterday, enjoy!

I'm done with updates.I'm really tired now and my headache is acting up again and to make it worst, i'll be working tomorrow.But the best thing about work tomorrow is that, i'll only be working half day and the other half, i'll be following the company to Marina Bay IR for some stuffs there. I'll blog about it when i get back. Goodnight People!

2010-06-22T23:14:00.002+08:00

I stayed at home for the whole day as i just need the rest and in the end, i ending up boreing myself at home.For the whole day at home the only thing that kept me entertain was my laptop. And when i'm not using my laptop, i end up emoing (thank you for nothing amalina).Since i didnt' do anything today, that means i have got nothing interesting to share with everyone.But, i'm actually excited and i can't wait for tomorrow.Tomorrow, i'll be going to Resort World Sentosa with the family as mummy got free tickets to go to the themepark.I'm so going to enjoy myself there (pray that i can ride the rides there) as i heard that the rides are really fun *fingers cross*

With that, i'm done with my most pathetic update and once again, my tagboard is just so dusty *psft* it's freaking dead.Ouh well, till the next update babies.

"i try to tell myself that it's really over
& it's just too late for me to go back there."

2010-06-21T23:08:00.006+08:00

Sorry for m.i.a-ing for sometime i just needed to keep myself occupied and make myself happy. And what more, the close people around me barely know about my whereabouts (sorry especially to wadiah my baby) That shows how much i want to escape the from all the drama of my life.But in the end, when i'm back to reality, all the drama come back to me.If only i can redo the past and maybe smack some feelings into that someone, i think i would probably be alright.But now, whatever i hope for is IMPOSSIBLE.

Ouh well, enough of being emo. "orang dah tak nak" so, what more can i do. I can only watch him from far now and keep all my feelings and worries about him to myself.I think it's time to walk thiS life without him again.

Just like i mentioned before, i was away to make myself happy.I made myself happy by spending my time with my family by having a short holiday trip to KL and non stop shopping for the whole of 6days we were there.A few pictures of the holiday, ofcourse more are up on facebook as usual.

After coming back from my short holiday with my family, the next day i went out in the afternoon with friends to SCAPE at somerset as it was the opening thing and someone (AYEN) was actually suppose to dance but in the end decided not to.The crowd there was awesome and watching the number of people dancing together was ofcourse, FANTASTIC.You should be there to see it for yourself.Stayed there till night around 8PM or so and than made my move off with Farhan as he picked me up from there and he drove to Marina Barrage for awhile.Enjoyed the beautiful place there and than headed back home safely.Enjoy the pictures and more on facebook.

I'm done with my updates.I'm tired from my cheer training that i had in the afternoon and guess what, when the new semester begins, my trainings will be 3times per week instead of 2times per week.I was really pissed and shock when i was inform that trainings will be 3times per week because i would be really tired and i don't have my free time to hang out with people.But to be thinking, i'm not committed to anything now.Plus, with more trainings, i'll be home tired and i'll be able to sleep soundly and it sure helps to keep myself entertain and keep my mind of some certain things. Let's hope it helps and get ready for more pain, bruises and complains.My blog will sure be filled with complains since i've got no one to share it with, i'll share it here. HAHA!

2010-06-11T23:18:00.002+08:00

I have abandoned my blog again and leaving it to collect dust all over again.Especially my tagboard, it's all dusty already.A very short update as i kind of forgot what i have been doing for the past few days.So now, let the update begin.

My cheerleading practise is already resume as normal and the training is double the intense.As we are actually getting ready for the YOG Performance.OUH! i forgot to mention, my school cheerleading team will be performing for YOG and the dates and places have yet to be confirm.I just hope that the dates won't clash with my work dates *fingers cross*After some time of not training, now my legs are really aching and in pain due to the intense training and intense stretching.It still hurts until today.

But, i'm thankful to have a dear friend like Farhan whom i call "Mr Policeman" who actually drove from the north to the east just to pick me up from my trainings and send me back home safely.Thankfully there are nice people like him in the world, if not, after trainings I'll have to wait for the bus to go back home and now my trainings actually end later than usual.

As for yesterday, Thursday, i watched a movie tittled "THE KARATE KID" with Ayen and his dudes and I'll give the movie 7bites.Go catch it before it's too late! After the movie had something to munch before heading back home.

That sums everything up. I'm done with my updates and now, it's time to enjoy the holidays! I have got 3weeks to enjoy myself and do the things that i have been wanting to do and ofcourse, do lots of catching up with my darlings and if possible, SHOPPING!

2010-06-06T00:59:00.003+08:00

WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU LEMONS, MAKE LEMONADE

2010-06-05T13:56:00.004+08:00

This post will be filled with a few pictures of the things that i have been doing for the past few days. First up, will be pictures of SVE ROLEPLAY that was on Wednesday.My darlings was on the same day as me except for my dear friend Naem but he was with us through out the ROLEPLAY, he was the so called photographer (inside joke).For roleplay, everyone has to dress formally and neatly and ofcourse presentable. Enjoy the pictures.
Now time for pictures of Thursday.My random and impromptu outing with my darling Wadiah and my 2RC dudes, Famizee and Ajid Thambi.Spend the afternoon at Pasir Ris and walk at the Park and non stop of taking pictures and the cameraman was, Ajid Thambi.

This are a few pictures of my aunt's kenduri as my little cousin, Rizq Akil just sunat.No, the baby isn't Rizq Aqil.The baby is Baby Haziq.Isn't he just adorable? For the whole of the kenduri, i was his babysitter and something about him.I just won't get bored of him, his just FREAKING ADORABLE and he has the cutest laugh!

Now i am done with my short update.I'm off to find someone to accompany me out today.I'm really bored at home now and my parents are out.They're at BATAM now with the cousins (dad's side) and they will only be back till late at night.

You know the drill, if there is anything, feel free to ask me questions on my Formspring and people tag before leaving. My tagboard is really dead, it's collecting dust already.To see pictures, feel free to go to my Facebook to look at it. That will be all. Goodbye! :D

2010-05-27T23:22:00.004+08:00

"The feeling of awkwardness is rising between friendships

& never assume things that aren't true.

You will only get yourself into trouble for doing that."

2010-05-26T23:22:00.004+08:00

Today, another day of me wasting my time in school.I only had one lesson and i only spent less than 2hours of lecture.WASTE OF MY TIME. School ended at around 2PM and than, my cliques headed to Cafe2 to have lunch and started to do our Logistics Project.Thankfully, the dateline for the first draft is extended till next week Monday (alhamdulilah) That means, i still have time to complete my part and i don't really have to rush to complete it.

While doing my part of the project, i got too tired and lazy and started to webcam with my 2dudes, NAEM and MAWAR.There were more but they were too busy with playing the game SIMS (they say it is really addictive). Here are a few webcam shots more are up on Facebook.

While spending our time at the Cafe.NAEM and MAWAR had to go off and get ready for their Roleplay.And here is a picture of Mr NAEM looking so formal and all dress up, he sure looks like a business man. Don't you think so? I didn't manage to snap a picture of Mr MAWAR (sorry ehk)

I'm done here.If there is anything, you know the drill.Go to Formspring! :D

2010-05-25T23:08:00.002+08:00

Today is another boring day in school and i only had 3hours or less worth of lesson.Such a waste of my time.Might as well i don't attend school but than again, attendance is very important.I was late for my morning class and i did something pure dump for not rechecking my timetable.I thought my morning class starts at 8AM and will end at 10AM.So, i came school at around 9.30AM reaching 10AM and told my friend that I'm waiting for them at the bench.I was sitting at the bench for about 15minutes until my friend replied me back saying that class ends at 11AM. HAHAS! i was so careless (amalina belo)

Mind that.After class, was lunch and than my business class brought forward.All i did was surf the net non stop.During business class, someone was just too tired and he actually fell asleep in class in the most cutest way.He fell asleep infront of a mini fan and that dude is my dear friend FAHMY.Here's a picture of him and the next picture of my kpo friend, NAEM.Look at the way he sleep, isn't it just pure adorable (fahmy jangan kembang)

After class, Cafe2 with my cliques and something just made me freaking irritated and got me wondering on what wrong did i do wrong. Am i suppose to be pleasing every single human on earth and not be bothered about my happiness? __ To that someone which I know you're sure to be reading this.If there is something you want to tell me, say it straight up to my face, I'm all ears.Just say whatever and anything you want.Trust me, I'm all ears. HAIYO! some people are just PURE FUNNY.I'm not a physic and i can't read minds and therefore, i don't know what you are thinking about until you tell me.

2010-05-24T22:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DARLING CHELSEA TAY!

may all your wishes & dreams come true. study hard for "O" alright dear. all the best in everything and anything you do. will be celebrating your birthday with the rest real soon. LOVEYOU!

I am becoming a bookworm all over again. I'm currently reading a book tittled "DEAR JOHN".It was out as a movie before but sadly, i missed it and so, i just thought of reading the book to know about the story.I heard that it is a sweet loving story.I have yet to complete the book and now, I'm only chapter 2.I know, I'm such a slow human :D

Here are a few pictures taken on Saturday.Mind you, this pictures are camera quality and therefore, it isn't that clear.My family at a new place at Sempang Bedok which i actually tweeted about it.The food there are at a reasonable price and i shall give the food 2thumbs up.Go and try the food there,trust me, you won't regret it. (amalina promoting)

I am done here.I'm going to date my book now, i want to complete reading it as soon as possible and once I'm done reading it, i plan to read another book but I'm not sure on what book i should read next.Any ideas? Do share alright, i would love to know.If there is anything, you know the drill, you can just ask me at my formspring or at my tagboard.OUH! and, i have updated my preloved items too.Check it out, the link to my preloved items are at my links.

2010-05-23T00:27:00.002+08:00

I'm making myself more confuse and allowing myself to feel hurt all over again (call me crazy) Don't ask me why. This time, no one will know about this.I'll handle this myself I'll put a smile on my face and not show people how broken I am on the inside. (wish me all the best)

I've been being very sarcastic recently and numerous people have been receiving the cold treatment, heck care treatment and the malas nak layan treatment from me.And I'm sure, there are a few that might be offended,I'm sorry.To all those who just had to see the UGLY SIDE of me, please forgive me.There's too much on my mind now and my emotions are beyond my control.I hope you people understand what i am going through.

Here are pictures that was randomly taken in class on Friday using one of my classmates camera.It was during our CARE Lesson which till now i don't understand what is the use of the lesson.Trust me the lesson is a really waste of time.And the first picture is my clique in class and i love them to bits and pieces.They are Stephanie, Shafiq,Wadiah and Naem. ILOVEYOUALL!

2010-05-20T21:24:00.002+08:00

On Wednesday, i skipped my cheer leading training and spent my evening with Fazli (childhood friend). We met up outside my school and headed to Pasir Ris straight and had an impromptu plan to watch a movie.I've been wanting to watch the show "The Last Song" and at last, i got to watch it yesterday.But it would be better if i were to watch it with my girlfriends or someone who I'm in love (used to be in love)
I'll give it 8bites for the show.It is really a touching show and of course loving too.I teared while watching the show.So, check it out before it's too late.Trust me you will not regret it.And after the show, we parted our ways to go home.

Thank you Fazli for the treat and hearing me out with my problems and stuff. YOU ROCK! and today, met up with him again as he had soccer at my school, College East VS College West.I don't know who won in the end as i left the stadium after the 1st half as Wadiah,Thambi and Famizee wanted to leave and i was getting bored of sitting and watching soccer and not understanding a single thing.

Overall, i might just be getting the hang of leaving my life without Mr M or should i say, I'm getting the hang of leaving a single life.Like what Naem will say "Mentang-mentang da single" (inside joke) But still, even when I'm getting the hang of it, i can never ever forget about him.Every single thing about him and stuffs keeps running in my head and i can't help it but to stare at the very first picture i took with him before i fall asleep (call me crazy).

I'm done here. I've got a lot of assignments to be completed and deadlines to meet. So, I'm off to do my assignment now and lets just pray that i am able to have a good night rest today.I sure need to have my beauty sleep, I've been sleeping late and waking up early for school but still, i always miss my first lesson of the day. HAHS! Goodbye.

2010-05-16T18:55:00.003+08:00

I can't seem to foget you or to get you out from my head.You just mean so much to me and to be losing you was a whole big mistake i made and for not treating you the right way was another stupid mistake.I have tried to get you out from my head but eveytime when i try it, it will sure to fail.People around me will sure to ask me what happened, who asked, i thought he was nice and so on and so forth.HOW CAN I HANDLE THIS?!? I'm leaving a FUCKED UP LIFE NOW!

I just don't know what to do anymore.I guess i should just try to move on if that is what you want and if that makes you happy.I'll do all it takes to move on even if it hurts me.I just miss you, i miss us and i miss everything and all the time we have spent together.

"everything will just be a memory for you&me.

i can't stop myself from looking at our pictures and recall the happy times we spent.

if only you know how i felt and how it kills me on the inside.

thank you & goodbye"

2010-05-14T23:58:00.004+08:00

I'm starting to get better now.After a whole day of crying and in the end, i ended up with puffy eyes.I'm feeling way better now.So, to all my lovely people out there, don't worry about me.I'll be back on my feet real soon and I'll be as bubbly and cheerful as before.

Today was a short schooling day.School ended at around 12plus instead of 1PM the usual time.Reason was because there was fire drill exercise at around 12PM and everyone was expected to gather at the stadium and after it ended, my next lesson was cancelled (how nice) And the way my lecturer told us that lesson was cancel was like this.
Mr Anthony: After the exercise, go home and do a research on why was there a fire exercise today
US: OH..... Alright *evil wide smile*
Get it? At the very first time he did it to my class, which was on our first lesson with him, we really thought we had to do a research whenever he says that.He was actually trying to tell us that we can go home indirectly.Cute right! :D

And after school, had lunch with my darlings and than slacked in school for hours before making my way to Tampines to meet up with Izz.Ouh and i accidentally or is it literally (go figure) slit my right finger with a can when i was breaking it. hahas.

HELL! it's been ages since i last met up with Izz and the meet up just now was also freaking short.Never mind, we'll plan for another meet up soon but the next meet up must be a complete one.Together with the rest of the dudes if that is possible (all entering NS or in NS already).While in the train on the way home, bumped into Fahmizee (rock climbing senior).Had a short chat with him and than made my move out from the train when it was my stop and than headed back home and had a long long nap.

I was reading the NewsPaper finding for an article for my business class and i found this 3D glasses in the paper.VERY COOL! and to make it cooler, a few of the adds on the paper was actually 3D too. FREAKING COOL! Go check it out if you have, if i'm not mistaken, it's actually Wednesday's paper.

I'm done with my post.Here's two pictures of my new Logistics class, UL1004B.I don't think this is a full strength of my class.I think there a few who are absent and ofcourse, not in the picture.Enjoy the picture and goodnight!

2010-05-13T22:20:00.002+08:00

My life has been full of drama recently and my body is getting really weak and more unstable. And as for my brain, headaches have been coming on a daily basis and my brain has not been functioning so well and i'm always is my own world day dreaming.

Another short update today.If you're active on my facebook, you would see and know that my relationship with Muzhaffar has ended.This time, the end was really really bad.My friends would know what i mean by that and how i handle it.Trust me, i couldn't handle it and i did numerous stupid things and having great friends around me, ofcourse they stop me from doing stupid and silly things.And the thing that really touches me the most about my friends was that they got for me a chocolate cupcake for me to eat.As i've skipped meals and they wanted me to atleast fill my stomach with some food and so, they bought for me chocolate muffin and they bought it without me knowing anything.I'm really touched.Thanks guys (iloveyouall) My loving friends are WADIAH,STEPHANIE,SHAFIQ HAZIQ,NABILAH,ZAHIDAH,NAEM,AJID (thambi),FARHAN and the list goes on.

After school set with my loving friends and than out with AJID (thambi).Bike to my place to get change as riding a bike using a skirt is really uncomfortable.After my place, headed to Eastpoint and than off to Pasir Ris Park.Seating at the park looking at the calm sea made me a little calm and telling AJID about what has been happening to my life and all is alright.I'll go to a beach when i'm stress again.It helps to calm myself down.And i've got bitten by mosquitoes there :(

Now, mum has just gotten back home from work and she knows about Muzhaffar and me.And she gave me hug and asking me to cheer up and stuff.SEE! even my mum knows what is happening.

I'm done here.Before i end i would like to say a big big thanks to all those who were there for me especially my lovely classmates and ofcourse, thambi.You people are the best, i don't what would have happen to me if i don't have you guys.ILOVEYOU! But before i end, here's a video that was recorded some time it's a food dare and it's disgusting.Have fun watching.

2010-05-11T23:55:00.003+08:00

SUMPAH! my blog very dead.I have been abandoning my blog for days and my tagboard is also dead.I'm collecting dust with my blog, psft.I've been very busy with school and i doubt i'll be updating my blog anytime soon.If you people are wondering how i am and all or the stuffs i've been up too .Follow me on my twitter and facebook.I'm much more active on those two especially twitter.Twitter is now my close buddy and my best friend now.

That will be all, i'm having a slight difficulty to type now.I've got blisters on my fingers due to cheerleading yesterday and rock climbing today (orang pandai, panjat tak pakai chalk) and it hurts alot, body aching like crazy and to summarise everything up, my body is really weak.I'm torturing my body more and making it ache more too, not giving it a chance to rest now and tomorrow, i'll be having cheerleading again. GOODBYE!

"even though you mean alot to me,

i guess it's just the time for us to say goodbye. nothing last forever right?

hell it hurts me!

i won't stop saying i love you (which you won't hear from now onwards) cause the fact is, i still do."

2010-05-03T22:11:00.003+08:00

Aku tak nak kenal-kenal dengan siape-siape. Dengar aku single semua nak try their luck nak kenal-kenal dengan aku, nak rapat dengan aku, nak step gerek dengan aku. Sorry to disappoint you, but, aku tak nak kenal dengan siape-siape pon. Friends will just remain as friends and unknown people will just remain as unknown people. Thank You.

2010-05-02T13:42:00.012+08:00

I will try to make this post a proper one.I'm still in an unstable state and i can breakdown at anything an anytime soon.So, bare with me if this post is a little shitty.

Yesterday, parents didn't went to Batam a last minute change of plan.They didn't go because there wasn't any ferry in the morning.The next ferry will only be in the afternoon and so, they didn't go to Batam and they just stayed here.And yesterday morning, the family went to Pasir Ris Park for a mini picnic.The picnic is just for the family to rest and relax and for the little brothers to have fun at playground.

Now, I'll let the pictures do the talking.HAHS! this post isn't half proper after all.My mind is still at blank, mind me.Enjoy the pictures, more of the pictures are up on my Facebook.Check it out. And keeping asking me questions on my formspring

"how much i want us to be together, i can't make myself do it.
whenever i look at you, i feel guilty and bad.
i just don't know what more to do."

2010-04-30T21:14:00.002+08:00

Another short update, mind me.Current state as weak as a jelly.I can cry at anything and anytime.I vomited numerous times due to lack of food in me and i think i vomited gastric juice and to add on, my headache is acting up real bad.But still, I'm not eating my medication.I'll wait till it gets worse.Call me crazy but i prefer to suffer.

If you have been following me in my tweets and have been reading my facebook, my relationship has ended yes it has.And i was the one who asked it, so don't blame him.I have got to say a huge thanks to my dearest friends for hearing me out and being my shoulder to cry on.Huge thanks to Wadiah, Farhan, Qadir, Syafiq Samad, Numan, Azfar, Stephanie, Naem, Shafiq Haziq and the list goes on.Thanks for hearing me out and giving me weird, funny, stupid advice.ILOVEYOU PEOPLE.I'm not going to kill myself and I'm not going to start smoking alright Azfar (bual tk logic)

That will be all. I'll do another update a proper update soon. When i have the mood, I've got to clear my mind first before i start sharing about myself.

"i am the weirdest person on earth.

when i pushed you away but you chose to stay, i pushed you more.

but, when you tried to move away, i want you to stay.

so, stay?"

2010-04-29T20:04:00.004+08:00

The pictures will do the talking for this post.I'm in no mood to talk alot, too many things in my head and i'm just getting myself more confuse (like literally confuse).Wednesday had S&W and than 3hours of break which a few of my classmates came over to my place for bowling and gym.Today, school ended at 1PM and Wadiah came over to my place for gym and swimming.Now, time for the pictures to do the talking.

"i have things in my mind. but i just can't put it into words"

2010-04-24T22:22:00.003+08:00

Didn't go anywhere except for my religious class in the morning and dinner with the family outside.Reason why my family didn't went out for our family day was because, my dad just came back from his UBIN CAMP with his workmates and he needs to rest.And i needed extra rest too.My body is aching like the whole body and i have difficulty moving my left arm without shouting or squeaking in pain.

My whole body is aching is because of rock climbing but i don't 100% blame it on rock climbing.It was my fault too because i don't exercise and i'm not a sports person but still, i joined rock climbing (stupid me). Friday's training was a great experience and i really did push myself.Friday's training didn't have any Physical Training(PT).For the whole training, we just did our rock climbing and i did it twice at 2 different walls and i did reach the top.My excitement was beyond words because i really did push myself to reach the top, of course with the help of the seniors and my friends for supporting me and pushing me to continue.

And next week, my rock climbing practise will be on every Friday and my cheer leading practise will be on Monday and Wednesday.I'm still deciding on which CCA i will stay.As, i don't think i can handle 2 sports CCA.We'll just see how it goes.

On last Friday itself, there was an Inter School Telematch and i'm proud to say that the School of Business won this time round.Here is a video of the Business's cheer.

I am done here and here are a few pictures i found on Darryl's Facebook. Atlast he uploaded it, it really took him long enough to upload this pictures. This are a few of the pictures during the NCT Camp.Looking at this pictures really bring back memories and i sure do miss my UJD classmates.They're the best of the best, sayang korang many-many.

2010-04-21T22:43:00.002+08:00

I am EXHAUSTED and my body is sure to ache when i wake up tomorrow.Thankfully, my class doesn't start till 10AM and that means, longer sleeping time.I had my first Rock Climbing training today but sadly, it was replaced with Physical Training (PT) instead because the wall was wet.It was my first time doing PT and it was a total killer.I'm not strong in sports.

AKU PENAT TO THE MAXIMUM!!

2010-04-20T20:09:00.006+08:00

A short update.School is getting better but my body is getting weaker.I'm down with flu and my throat is hurting again.To make things worse, the food that i eat all taste blunt (pity me).This post will be really short and brief.

MONDAY (19 april 2010)
Was my younger brother (Aqmal's) birthday.He turned 10 on that day and we celebrated his birthday at Swenses at night.We had our dinner there and guess what, it was Aqmal's treat.YEAH! the birthday treat the family.I am done here so let the pictures do the talking.

2010-04-18T20:30:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was an advance birthday celebration for my little brother just like i updated in my previous post.Overall, the BBQ was great and i have to say thank you to baby and his friends for coming down and helping my family with the BBQ.But sadly, yesterday was the first BBQ that i didn't get to enjoy the food to the fullest.I was busy in helping baby and his friends to BBQ till i didn't have the time to eat to my hearts content :(

I'm done updating, now, let the pictures do the talking.A few pictures to share and end my post with.The rest of my pictures are on my facebook as usual.Check it out! :D

2010-04-17T14:45:00.003+08:00

This was suppose to be yesterdays post.But yesterday, i was feeling really tired and a little angry and so, i decided not to update my blog yesterday.And if i were to update my blog yesterday, my post is sure to be filled with vulgar languages.

So now, let me do a short update before i get ready to go down.As today my family together with my cousins will be celebrating my younger brother's birthday (AQMAL). His birthday is actually on the 19 April but we're celebrating in advance and today's celebration was for my grandfather as well as his birthday is on the 18 April.But sadly, Grandfather had to go to Melaka for some urgent matters to attend too.And the best thing about today is that, baby and a few of his friends will be here with my family.Isn't it exciting?!? Baby and his friends are kind enough to help my family out in the BBQ. (thank you syg & syg's friend)

YESTERDAY (16APRIL2010)
Was my 5months Anniversary with baby.After school, we headed to Pasir Ris Ehub to have our lunch and to catch a movie together.But...., on our way to the destination when we were in the bus, something happen and it involves baby and me and the typical MAT REPS or should i say LOW LIFE SUCKERS or better still, SAMPAH MASYARAKAT (adnan sempit's line).Recalling about the incident, it makes me feel bad for baby and of course pissed.But being me, i didn't do anything and i even stopped baby to do what he plans to do. F**K YOU MATREPS! __

And yesterday, we watched a movie tittled Date Night.I'll give it 8bites.It was a really funny show and a pinch of romance.You should watch it to know more about the story.After the movie, we headed back home and bid our goodbyes :D
That will be all, I'm of to get ready and help my parents a little in the kitchen.Will update again soon.Might be later at night or i don't know when (:

2010-04-15T21:42:00.002+08:00

My apologies for not updating my blog for a few days.I have been pretty caught up with things around me but school has been alright.I'm starting to make friends with my new classmates but i still do miss my ex classmates, especially the gerek people.My previous classmates are 10 times better than my current classmates now but still, i do hope that my current classmates will start to be united as one real soon *fingers cross*

A little and brief update on what i have been doing for the past few days and today :D

TUESDAY;
Had a CCA Drive for the April intake which includes me as well.As usual, the CCA drive was held in the Indoor Sports Hall and trust me, it was really humid in there.Even with the air conditioner on in the hall , it was still humid and i was perspiring and irritated with the heat.A list of CCA that i registered and deciding on which i am going to permanently join

Rock Climbing
Malay Dance
Cheer leading

WEDNESDAY;
After school, met up with baby at Tampines and accompanied him to Kallang and i was still wearing my school uniform.Well, i accompanied baby to Kallang as he had soccer at CAGE with his friends and i was a good girlfriend to accompany my boyfriend :D

THURSDAY (today);
School ended early for me and i waited for baby to end his class (alone) and than, we had lunch together before heading back home.Reached home, got change and than had my afternoon nap.WOW! the weather is really a killer and pretty unpredictable too.At one moment it can be all hot and sunny and at another it can just start raining cats and dogs.

I am done updating.It's time to off the laptop and have my normal night talk with baby before i sleep.But before i end my post, i found a picture taken during my previous camp.I found it on our instructors Facebook and i just thought of sharing and the effect of the picture is really cool and it's not edited actually.I forgot what camera he used but the camera was really cool, it was different from the other cameras I've seen before.

2010-04-12T23:51:00.002+08:00

First day of school was a total bore.Met up with a few of my previous classmates (the gerek ones) at Cafe2.Had a short chat before splitting up into different class base on our courses and than to the Auditorium to report and that was where the boredom begins.We had orientation and it's the same thing like what i had during the January Intake.Total BOREDOM! It's a REPEAT! But thankfully, Wadiah and the rest of the Logistics students who were from my class are in the same class as me now.At least, it's not that boring having them.

After the orientation which consists of games and short introduction and all.We had time with our Class Advisor (CA).The thing i hate about it was that we had to move from room to room after every hour.Reason is because, we don't have a fix class.But thankfully, my co-ca was sweet enough to release us an hour early.

After class, went to Cafe 1 to meet up with the ex-classmates.Well, actually just Numan and Nash.Upon arriving Cafe1, saw Marco there and he was about to make his move and being Marco he has this habit of non stop disturbing me and when he leaves he will always say this without fail "bye kechik!" (with a big-big smile).

Awhile later than my friends and i made our move to Tampines (numan,nash,wadiah,me). Reached Tampines picked up Nash's friend and than we headed of to Secret Recipe as i have a brownie date with Wadiah and the boys tag along.Wadiah and i each had brownies while the boys shared Lasagnia.After getting our tummies filled, Nash made his move and the 3 of us walked around Tampines aimlessly.I have to say, Numan is a great shopping companion :D
Enough of walking, it was time for us to head home as it was getting pretty late.Bid our goodbyes and went our separate ways.Took the bus from Tampines and headed back home alone.It really wasn't that bad though.At least, i had some time to think and together with the nice breeze my walking journey back home wasn't so bad.I kind of love it, i really do. (:

With this, i end my post with a short note of saying how much i appreciate having Muzhaffar as my boyfriend.Despite all the quarrels, minor and major arguments and a number of times i have pushed him away.He still stayed and stood by my side until now.So as you know, we had another argument again and yes i asked for the split again and yes he didn't want to end it.I know i'm such a pain in the ass but still my boyfriend loves me.And i found this quote on one of my friends blog and i have to say, i have found the person that i want. "muzhaffar!"

2010-04-11T14:34:00.008+08:00

School is starting tomorrow and i'm still unsure on where to report.But i heard that we will have to reach school at 8AM and report at the Function Hall.8AM? Who are you kidding? 8AM is freaking early! But, being me, i would probably be reaching an hour late or so.I just might.Will have to re-confirm it with my sayangs.Going to meet them up and enter the hall together! :D

Now back to my updates.Yesterday, the family and i went to Expo at night for the John Little Sale.Alot of the stuffs there are cheap but again, i have difficulty finding my size and so, i didn't get anything.But the younger siblings got themselves a new swimming costume each.The cutest thing is that, the both bought the same design on swimming costume.Adorable right?!? Like so loving-loving like that.

And today, i'm staying at home for the whole day.It's boring of course but i'll find things to entertain myself.For example, i have just change the songs in my playlist and i have also added formspring into my blog.YES! everyone seems to be having formspring and so, i thought of giving it a try.So now, you can start asking me questions on my formspring and i'll try to answer those questions as soon as possible (:

2010-04-09T20:37:00.006+08:00

In a few days time, i'll start school as usual and that also means lesser time spent with my dearest babylove.But on a happy note, my holidays was mostly spent with boyfriend.So i guess that's good :D

Today was awaken by my mum at 7.30AM.She woke me up in the middle of my sleep forcing me to shower and accompany her to watch my younger brother's sports day at Bedok Stadium.Obviously i didn't want to tag along atfirst because it was still too early in the morning and all i wanted to do is sleep until 10AM.Being my mum, she just know how to make me go and yes she made me feel guilty.And so, i dragged myself out of bed, straight to showers and rush out to Bedok Stadium to support Aqmal.

He took part in a number of games and he got 2nd through out the games he played (congrats).Lastly,an award he didn't expect to receive.An award for the fastest runner in the Primary3 category.So in all, younger brother received 3 cups altogether.OUH! and one medal for the baton run he took part in with his friends.
After Aqmal's Sports Day, had lunch with mum and younger brother at East Point.After lunch, met up with babylove and accompanied him to have his lunch.After lunch, we headed back to my place and slacked at the games room to spend some quality time together.And in the end, someone fell asleep for a few minutes.

I'm done so let a few of today's picture do the talking.There is more actually but dearest don't let post them due to some reasons here and there.But the pictures are really funny and i mean really funny.But sadly, only dearest and i gets to see the picture :D

2010-04-07T13:04:00.010+08:00

I'm being a good girl today.I'm going to be staying at home for the whole day and spending my time on the laptop, watching television and non stop munching on junk food.I'm not going out today because i'm grounded today because i got home late last night and thanks to MR PERIOD, i'm having real bad cramps now.

To kill time, i'm here updating blog as promised.A post filled with stories and tones of pictures :D

First up, i'll share about my short trip to Melaka.I went with with my cousins together with my family and we stayed at my late great grandparent's kampung as mentioned before.When we reached our destination, our initial plan to go to KL the next day got canceled.Due to some reasons here and there but never the less, i manage to do a little shopping.And on the second day, we went to Dataran Melaka instead ok KL for shopping.Stayed there till night and when we were having dinner, a neighbour called my grandfather saying that kampung was flooded.At first, we didn't believe but when we reach home, we shock because it was actually true.But thankfully, when we reached home, the flood wasn't so bad, the water has went down.Because they neighbour said that at first the flood was knee length.SHOCKING!
The flood outside our house.It's much better after a few hours as it went down a little.

Now, for the class gathering.Yesterday, my class went to Sentosa for a mini gathering before school reopens and before we get separated into our individual courses.Supposed to meet up at 1.3oPM at Harbour Front and as usual, i'm late (sorry korang-korang).Sadly, i couldn't have much fun at Sentosa yesterday.I couldn't play with the water and my tummy was hurting so bad.Yes! thank you to MR PERIOD.Buat SPOIL JEK! But never mind, yesterday was still a great day and after i'm done, baby picked me up to send me home :D

I'm done for now.I'll do another update soon.School is starting next week and i'm having mixed emotions.Goodbye people!

2010-04-06T23:02:00.006+08:00

Apologizing does not always mean that you're wrong and the other person is right.

It just simply means that you value your relationship more than your ego.

I have got a lot to tell and pictures to share with everyone. I'll do a proper update soon.An update filled with tones of pictures too.That i promise.For now, most of the pictures are up on my facebook and now it's time for me to go.My tummy is giving me a hard time, all thanks to MR PERIOD.

2010-04-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

Some how or rather, i have to agree with this quote :D
This will just be a freaking short post.I'm just doing a short update before i leave for my short trip with with my family.We'll be going to Melaka and staying in a Kampung.It's been some time since i went stayed at my late great grandparents kampung.Yes you read correctly.The kampung that i'm going belongs to my late great grandparents and yes no one has been staying in the house for sometime.But my grandparents do goback once in a while to clean up the house and stuff.

I'll be leaving for my short trip tomorrow morning around 6AM or so and will only be back on Sunday night the latest.But we will have to be home on Sunday as Monday the younger siblings are schooling.My family said that we will be going to KL to do shopping but we'll go in the morning and will be going back to Melaka at night.I'm sure i won't be getting much stuffs as it's really time constrain :(

That will be all for now.Take care people and to my precious baby, i'm gonna miss you alot-alot sayang and you know that.OUH! before i leave , do visit my preloved items blog for some of my preloved things.The url is at my link "MY PRELOVED ITEMS!" do check it out.BYE! :D

2010-03-30T15:37:00.006+08:00

A few of the pictures that was taken on last Sunday.When my family together with my cousins had our dinner at Chai Chee Seafood Restaurant to celebrate my grandparents 43rd marriage anniversary.A great dinner and everyone went home with a full stomach especially me! :D

More pictures are up on Facebook as usual, so check it out if you want to.For now, i'm bored to death at home.I've been a couch potato since morning.Did nothing but watch the television and use the laptop and no-stop of eating junk food.And my Monday was a bad start.I start my week in a bad way :(

2010-03-28T00:06:00.003+08:00

Hello Hello Weekends! Today spend my day with the family as usual.But, i have to sorry to my dear friend Syafiq or better known as Syafiq Boxer.As i couldn't come to down to support him in his boxing match today.I just hope that you did well and you were happy with your match.I'll make it up to you alright Syafiq? :D

My family didn't went far today.We went to Tampines only as mum wanted to get herself a new phone as her old phone was already giving her a lot of trouble.We took the number and started walking around Tampines.I got myself a cute pair of black shoe while mum got herself 3pairs of shoe (so unfair). I want to go shopping more.I need to start shopping and get myself more things!! But i need to work because i'm freaking broke :(

After the mini shopping, we had our dinner.We had our dinner at Fish&Co and the best thing is that it was elder brother's treat.And everyone went home with a happy stomach.But while eating, suddenly, the light as Fish&Co went off.It took me sometime to realise that Fish&Co was actually participating in the Earth Hour.Therefore, we had our dinner without any lights but with candles instead but it wasn't that dark because the other shops didn't participate and the lights from outside was bright enough.Isn't it romantic? Having a so called candle light dinner? (:

After getting our tummies filled, we went back up to Starhub to check on the serving number and there were 7more numbers before it was mum's turn.So, can you imagine how long it was.Actually it was about 3hours of waiting to be serve.Thankfully, we walked around Tampines and got our tummies filled first.If not, i'm sure we will be bored to death and obviously getting pissed too.

When mum's number was called out.Everyone was like "finally!" HAHS! yes,we don't have patience.Cut the story short.Mum bought herself an iPhone.WAIT! she didn't only bought it for herself.She even bought it for dad as mum had $500 Starhub voucher from her company.That means, mum bought 2iPhone! I also want a new phone ah! But daddy won't allow because he said i just got myself a new phone last year and so, i can't get myself another new phone.Sedih btol.

I'm done now.I'm suppose to be sleeping before 1AM or someone will start nagging at me.Plus, tomorrow i'll be waking up early AGAIN to send my maid off to the airport as she'll be going back home to her country.No more bibik Rofi now my new maid is Bibik Siti.We'll see how long she'll last :D That will be all, goodnight lovelies and enjoy the pictures.

2010-03-26T21:22:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY KAK FATHEHA! (my pretty cousin)

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY FAZLI YAHAYA!! (my childhood friend)

So today i was a good girl.I stayed at home for the whole day.Reason is because there isn't any plans today plus i wasn't feeling that well too.I think I'm getting from bad to worse.I've been sneezing since morning and coughing non-stop.To the extend that sometimes when i speak nothing comes out.And this thing scares me because i say an advertisement about TB on the television just now and wondering what if i have it.I have to see a doctor real real soon.

I'm done here.There's is nothing much for me to update and my stomach is growling like crazy now but there is no food at home.I might just be sleeping with an empty stomach today :(

2010-03-24T23:31:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY AL AMANAH KOH!

Today is Amanah's birthday and so, Fantastic A reunite to celebrate to Amanah's birthday.I have to say, this celebration is really an impromptu celebration.Initial plan was suppose to meet up at Marina Bay and than we proceed to Marina Barrage.But than since the birthday girl was working till 3PM, the plan had to be cancel.At the very last minute, we picked the birthday girl up from work and than sat at the Esplanade Rooftop to celebrate her birthday.GOSH! the sun was really hot and the cake was actually melting.And we bought Ice-Cream cake for the birthday girl as she is very the cerewit on food.You have to really know her to know what she likes and dislikes.

After Esplanade, we had our late lunch and sat at the foodcourt for hours till i got really bored and started yawning away.After hours, than only we made our move and headed to Raffles City and there i had my Fried Mars Bars at Chippy and the rest bought Gio Gio.HAHAS! just finish eating and than eat again.And for me, my throat is already sore i still eat ice cream like non-stop.I'm just making my throat go from bad to worse.But after today, i will not be eating any ice-cream or having any sweet things until my throat gets better as that is a promise i maid to boyfriend.Promises are meant to kept people, not broken.

I'm done so now, let today's pictures do the talking.I'm getting tired and i would need alot of rest to get back to myself.But before i sleep, i will be having my usual night talk with boyfriend.So, enjoy the pictures people.And as usual, more pictures are up on facebook check it out if you want.Ouh and ELLA, Amyrool's girlfriend say's that my sore throat voice sounds like Mei Mei from the show Upin & Epin.HAHAS!

2010-03-22T22:53:00.002+08:00

This week marks the start of my 3weeks holiday.But i was already in the holiday spirit last week!! I'm happy and sad at the same time that i'm having a 3weeks holiday.But on a sad note, holiday means no money comes in.Never mind, i'll sort it out soon.

So today, met up with babylove.It's been days since we last meet up and atlast today we manage to meet up and spend quality time together.Baby came over to my place and we sat in the Games Room and we watched a movie on Youtube tittle "Adnan Sempit".It's a malay movie and it's really funny.And i just realised something and baby was the one who spotted it.Throughout the movie, i can't stop nodding my head as if the person in the movie was talking to me.And baby actually hold my head to stop me nodding.SERIOUSLY! i didn't know i was nodding while watching the movie.It just happen, just like that. (amalina is weird)

Before i end my post, i would like to tell everyone that tomorrow the 23 of March.Ben & Jerry's is having a free cone day! Doesn't it sound like fun?!? I know i would love it and i might just be heading down to to the nearest Ben & Jerry's which is at The Cathay to get my ice-cream with baby.I just might because since it's free, the Que is sure to be long.So we'll see how tomorrow

2010-03-18T23:34:00.002+08:00

Today is an extremely boring day and i nearly died out of boredom but, i love the weather.The weather is really cooling (thank you mr rain).I stayed at home for nearly the whole day doing nothing but to use the laptop non-stop.I couldn't watch the television because there's no cable vision currently as there is something wrong with the box and might only be getting the box back latest this Saturday.

In the evening at around 6.30PM went out with the family to the Mosque for awhile and than headed back home.Before heading home, we stopped at Bedok Corner as Anaqi (youngest brother) was hungry and wanted to eat Carrot Cake.Carrot cake is currently Anaqi's favourite food.Here's a video of Anaqi enjoying his food and wanting more.Don't forget to pause my play list before watching the video and forgive me for my irritating voice.

I'm currently online being disturb by some low life humans who keeps adding me up in a mass conversation on MSN.But, the funny,weird and scary thing is that, i don't know any of them and they know my name and where i use to stay when non of their email is familiar to me.And to make things worse, they actually tried to talk dirty with me.Now, tell me isn't that low life? And wouldn't you be freaking out if you were in my position.Plus, this people never gives up.Everytime i end the conversation,they will sure to add me back without fail, IRRITATING! Here's a joke and irritating thing on the conversation;

ME: you people are such a low life suckers, get a life & disturb someone else!
THEM: yes we are low life suckers but we have high hopes on this conversation
ME: F**K Off Suckers!
THEM: like i said, we have high hopes on this conversation and we will keep re-adding you

Isn't it sick? And one of them was freaking thick skin and tried so hard to talk DIRTY with me.Freaking pathetic, disgusting, irritating and low life.It really creep me.Now, i'm having second thoughts to come online or even appear online.I fear that they will just have a second round.

The more i think off it, the more paranoid i get.Why are there even such humans on this Earth.I'm offing the laptop now and i may and may not be online for some time.We'll see how it goes or i might just create a new account like what baby said.But to be thinking off it, i'm a little lazy to be creating another MSN account, very leceh.OUH WELL! we'll see how it goes. (i hope for the best)

2010-03-16T21:15:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 4MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO MY DEAREST BABY & ME!

Celebrated my anniversary with babylove today and time spent with baby is always the best.Met up at my place and than trained to Dhoby Ghaut.Had lunch at LJ and than to The Cathay to catch a movie.We watched a movie tittle d "Alice in Wonderland" and i shall give it 5bites.So, don't forget to catch it alright.OUH! and did i mention that we actually watched the show at the Grand Cathay Theatre and it's like freaking big and there's actually a stage too.COOL RIGHT! (amalina jakun)

After the movie, baby treated me to Ben&Jerry's.It's been so long that i've been wanting to eat Ben&Jerry's and finally today i got to eat what i've been waiting for.We shared the Belgian Waffle and it's was delicious.Next time, i'm going to eat the brownies."Bie! Nk Ben&Jerry's lagi!Can?" I know i'm like a small kid when it comes to chocolates, candies and ice cream.But be careful once i consume too much of sweet things especially chocolates.I'll start to be extremely hyper active but if i have way way too much, i'll fall sick (amalina pelik)

After getting our tummies filled, it was time to head home.Baby send me home and than it was time to kiss goodbye.Overall, i had a great time with babylove today (thank you love)

And tomorrow, i'll be watching another movie but it will be with the family.We will be watching the sneak preview of a movie tittled "How To Train Your Dragon".From the advertisements and such, it seems cute and adorable.I hope the movie will be the same.

"baby, thank you for everything!
i know the road has been rough for us, but thankfully we manage to pull through
and i'm looking for more anniversaries with you.
i don't want us to end so soon.can?
I SWEAR I LOVE YOU MUZHAFFAR! "

2010-03-15T22:51:00.007+08:00

I had a great Monday today.I spent my whole day with the people that i miss.Who else if they aren't my 3precious darlings (jaslyn, xiu fen and chelsea). and my babylove.We met up at Ang Mo Kio Hub and yes i traveled to the North to meet them and obviously i was late like extremely late (as usual).It's been so long since i ever step foot in the North side and i miss all my friends in the North side.Nevermind, i'm having a 1month holiday and i'm sure to go to the North again to meet up with the rest of my north friends *big-big smile*

Met up with the darlings at MacDonald to have our lunch first and a long talk before walking around at AMK Hub aimlessly.OUH! and i bumped into a number of my ex schoolmates and i sure do miss them.Should return to PHS for a short visit real soon.Any ex PHS care to join?

So, while we were walking around AMK Hub laughing our asses out.We actually saw this small neoprint shop and we actually took neoprints.HAHAS! it was hilarious.It's been so long ever since i last took neoprints and taking neoprints today sure brings back my primary school memories.I still remembered that neoprint was the in-thing during my primary school days.Those were days, right right right.GOSH! i'm speaking as if i'm that old *giggles*

After taking neoprints, we walked around AMK Hub again for i don't know how many times as Xiu Fen wanted to get hair-clips.Than once she got what she wanted, we sat and started taking numerous pictures and the camera just went "SNAP SNAP SNAP!" and we also took a video.ENJOY!

We went our separate ways at around 3.30PM.Jaslyn went of to meet her friends.Xiu Fen went home and so did Chelsea.And as for me, i stayed at AMK Hub waiting to meet up with baby.And yes, everything is back to normal for us.Ofcourse the starting of the meet up was pretty occurred and it's as if we just met.But after some time, everything got better and everything starts to fall into place just like they were before.

I'm done here.Will be talking to my babylove now on the phone before i head off to bed and ouh yeah to my dearest babylove.

HAPPY4MONTHSARY IN ADVANCE!

2010-03-14T22:31:00.002+08:00

Weekend is over and now comes the weekdays and yes, the March Holidays are here (jump for joy).I got 1 week of early holiday which means,i'll be having a 1month holiday.Cool right?!? And i'm still searching for a job to work during my holiday.Anyone know any? Care to recommend please?

Alright, let's talk about the weekend.How was your weekend? How did you spend your weekend?

Me, my weekend was shitty and i mean extremely shitty.
SATURDAY.had my religious class as usual and than back home and slept through the afternoon as i didn't have enough sleep on Friday due to some reasons.And on Saturday, the family only went to IKEA at night for a short while and than to dinner.OUH! did i tell you that, i've got a new maid? Ouh yes, i've got a new maid as my old maid is leaving in a few weeks time as she wants to go back home because she has been working with my family for already 3years or so.

SUNDAY.Didn't went out, whole day was spent at home rotting infront of the TV,laptop and crying in my room like all day long.Did i mention i've been crying since Friday? YES! Amalina is a cry baby, thank you very much.And because of that, i'm having puffy-puffy eyes and to add on to my puffy eyes, i've not been getting enough sleep. (don't ask why)

Today, my relationship with Muz nearly ended. No.........., he didn't asked for it and it wasn't his fault.I was the one who asked for the break up due to some reasons here and there.But being Muz, he didn't want to end the relationship and so did i actually (call me weird) And so, we talked things through properly clear the air and we're back on track and still together as one. (alhamdulilah).

I'm done with my updates for now.Till next time and ouh ya, will be meeting my 3precious darlings tomorrow (jaslyn,xiu fen and chelsea).It's been so long eversince i met them and i sure do miss them alot.Can't wait for tomorrow!

i'll pretend it didn't happen

2010-03-13T23:37:00.014+08:00

This post won't be filled with alot words.Instead, it will be filled with alot alot alot of pictures.Why alot of pictures is because i'm a little lazy to type alot.I'm tired and weak.My brain isn't functioning properly and i'm having puffy eyes (don't ask why) and lastly, pictures speaks a thousand of words.Right? (:

This post will be filled with pictures of yesterday.As yesterday, NCT went to the esplanade to watch the show Breakout and it's a 2thumbs up.It's really funny and entertaining and plus, the dance is really cool.Than after the show, went for a shisha session with my usuals and some new addition.No, i didn't shisha.Wasn't allowed to and i was already having difficulty breathing on that day, i think i breathed in too much smoke on that day.So now, let the pictures do the talking.More pictures are up on facebook as usual. XOXO
Now, from school uniform to home clothes.We clean up pretty good right (round of applause).I'm going to miss all of them especially those who aren't in my course and especially my closest dudes.UJ1001D will always be remembered (: (amalina sungoh emotional)

I think this sums up everything and i'm done for now.Till next time people! XOXO

i'm gonna miss my keco dudes :(

2010-03-11T22:45:00.009+08:00

At last! the carnival and the NCT performance is done (alhamdulilah) The carnival was a success.Manage to sell all our drinks and i mean every single one.Ofcourse, the starting was rough for us but in the end, it was alright and everything went well.And our stall name is called "EYE-SEE DRINKS" and the decorations are all thanks to Stephanie (:

Ouh before i forget, this post will be filled with a few pictures.I'm a little lazy to be blabbering alot and i'm getting tired.So, i'll let the pictures do the talking.But not all the pictures are here.As usual, most of my pictures actually, all the pictures are up on Facebook.So, if interested go check it out.

So, i've wrote about the stall.Now, for the performance.From my previous post.You will have known that my class we did a Fashion Parade.And i just want to say that, the fashion parade was a success despite the short time to get ready and look good for our performance.The performance was great and i had a great experience with everyone.And watching the video of today just makes me smile from ear to ear (i'm weird)

On a sad note, this will be last time.WAIT! the second last time,my class (UJ1001D) will be together.After today, it will the holidays and after the holidays, all of us will be separated into our respective classes.That means, i'll be having new classmates and i'll have to start making new friends all over again.Ouh well, i just hope that Wadiah and i will be in the same class *fingers cross* And to my classmates, once we have entered our respective courses, make sure not to forget one another and must must must plan for an outing to spend time together. Can?(:

ALRIGHT! i'm done here.I'm getting tired and i sure need my rest and thankfully, i'm not having any class tomorrow.That means, i can wake up anytime i want.Ouh and i'll be going to the Esplanade to be watching a show tittle BREAKOUT and best of all it's for FREE and i'll be watching it with the whole of NCT.Cool right? So, be jealous.That will be all.Now, enjoy the pictures.

2010-03-09T21:10:00.007+08:00

The NCT performance that is combined with the Charity drive for the MINDS organisation is drawing near, it's this coming Thursday.I'm excited, nervous and any emotions you can think off.The stalls are already finalised, just need to get the drinks which Mr Singh will help us in that (thank you very much).The decorations are completing soon.BIG BIG THANKS TO STEPHANIE for doing most of the decorations and all of it looks great ofcourse we did help a little here and there (:

The performance for my class is super gerek! Like i mention before, we are doing a Fashion Parade.2 days of rehearsals was worth it and everything is going on well and ofcourse, smoothly.Let's just hope that on the day itself, everything will run smoothly too *cross-fingers*.Here's a video of the whole Fashion Parade.We're not all dressed in our costumes today but still, everything went smoothly.And don't forget to pause my playlist.

Before i end, let me share todays picture.Taken when boredom strikes in class.I just realised that, we are just left with a few more days until we will have to split and go to our individual course.DAMN! gonna miss them all to bits especially my closes dudes.

i thank those who care so much about me, especially my deary Wadiah. i'm ok now (i guess)
"amalina mesti senyum-senyum selalu"
Muzz Baby,
whatever happens between me,you,us, you know i'll still love you.
i'll love you with all all my heart & i mean it.

2010-03-05T22:50:00.003+08:00

My brain is getting all messed up with the plans for the charity carnival and the NCT performance next week.To be more specific, next Thursday.The plans for the charity keep on changing here and there. From cups to cans and than cups again.HAIYO! make up your mind please, the charity is next week and time is not our side.

So, why from cups to cans? My class, we're having 4 different stalls and my group which consist of the Logistics Students.We're setting up a drink stall and so, that explains why i'm talking about cups and cans.Ouh well, i just hope that the plan will be finalise real soon and on the day of the carnival it will be a success and we'll make profit.Ouh! and the charity is for the MINDS organisation.

The stalls isn't he only thing that is giving me a hard time.The NCT performance is also giving me a little of hard time.Well, not really.It's just have yet to get my costume for the the performance.My class is putting up a model show that has a number of themes and i'm paired up with Farhan and our theme is Winter Wear. How ehk? What to wear? And next Monday, will be the full dress rehearsal and i'll be ending school late.Later than usual that is.

For now, i just hope that on that day itself everything will go smoothly.And to those who are schooling in my school.Be nice and support us.It will do you good (:

Back to today's update.I ended school extremely early today, and so, met up with baby and headed to Tampines and than to my place to spend some quality time together.Sat at the games room for air con as the weather outside was scorching hot and yes the weather has been very mean.

I've got to show you people something.A picture of baby.But first, have you ever seen Muzhaffar without specs? Well, i have and i have to say he looks adorable and charming without his specs (bie, jgn kembang) And most of all, i love his eyes alot.He has a nice pair of light brown eyes and i'm jealous of it cause my eyes aren't as brown as his.But never mind, i'm thankful enough that i even have eyes (alhamdulilah)

"i'm happy to have found you and i'm happy that we've gone this far.you've been the best and you never fail to shower me with love care and concern. you mean alot to me baby and i just love you ouh so much. i love you so much more today after the incident when i got prick and you tried so hard to get that small thing out of my pinkie. (yes, i was in pain) this might sound weird and crazy but that incident keeps running in my mind and it kept me smiling. baby, i love you."

2010-03-04T22:38:00.002+08:00

"i nur amalina roslee swear that i love muhammad muzhaffar"

2010-03-03T22:19:00.005+08:00

Dinning etiquette at airport with classmates was great and i went home with a full tummy (perot boncet) Made our move from school at around 1.40PM to the airport and i forgot which terminal we went but i know we went to BREEKS.When we arrive, we had a short lesson on fine dining before we start digging in.

We had a 3course meal and the food they serve were sumptuous especially the desert.They served, brownie with ice cream (my favourite). And you know me, once amalina gets her chocolates, she starts to be hyper active and behave like a little kid (that's just me)

After getting my our tummies filled, it was time to say goodbye and head home and we were dismissed from the airport.Once we were dismissed, i head down to Tampines to meet up with baby and than to my place to spend some time with each other.

I'm done updating.Now, let the pictures do the talking and sorry for the bad picture quality.I used my phone to take the pictures as i didn't bring my camera along, sorry.So now,have fun looking at the food that i ate just now, have fun drooling ! (:

Wadiah;

i hope everything will be fine as soon as possible for you. don't be sad-sad alright. i see you sad, i also sad and don't talk about cry. if you cry i'm sure i'll cry with you. cheer up my dear! i'm here to hear you out and to give you hugs. love you!

2010-03-02T22:28:00.002+08:00

Just a short post to kill my boredom.For this past few days, the weather has been very mean and i'm sure you people also noticed it.And due to the weather, i get pissed, tired easily and worse of all, my headache will come unexpectedly and because of that, i will have to bring my medication to school to be safe. Like they say, better to be safe than sorry (:

Today school is as normal but more relax and i mean more relax.I was late for my morning class but when i arrived in class, no one was studying and the lecturer was just using the laptop.So, that means it's up to us to do anything we want and we dismissed ourselves for an early lunch and that means 2hours of lunch (or so).And during lunch, i actually recorded a video of Syafiq rapping and it's up on my Facebook check it out if you want too.I'm a little lazy to be uploading the video here cause it would take some time to upload it here.So, have fun watching!!

After school, met up with baby outside school and he send me home.And now, his out with his classmates doing some revision as his exams are reaching.So, here i am at home being bored to death waiting patiently for his text (sedihkan)

Alright i'm bored.I'm off to find something to keep myself entertained while waiting for baby.And don't be jealous people, tomorrow my class will be going to the Airport not sure Terminal 1,2 or 3 as we will be having our fine dinning course there.Isn't that cool?!? I'll talk more about it tomorrow and i'll share everything.For now, it's goodbye! (:

2010-02-28T22:40:00.002+08:00

In a few hours time, we will be saying goodbye to the weekends and hello to the weekdays.And yes i'm crapping here.Mind me for that people, i'm out of words now and brain isn't functioning properly. (don't ask why)

I just want to share and let you people know i just cut my hair.The picture on top is my new look.Ok not really cut.My hair is still my normal length.I just made my hair thinner and i cut my fringe to bangs.Something happen after cutting my hair but i don't intend to share.Easy said, boyfriend isn't happy with me.

I'm out, i want to find something that can cheer me up and make me as bubbly as before. (i hope)

2010-02-27T23:45:00.012+08:00

I've been pretty busy with the things around me recently.And with the humid weather now, it's doing me no justice.It's only making perspire, make me feel irritated and pissed easily.So i want to say this to the people out there, i'm sorry if i showed any attitude to you.Forgive me, please.

Now, back to updates.I'll briefly share with what i did for the past few days and than i'll let the pictures do the talking again.I've got alot of pictures to share with everyone one here, but being me, i'm just pure lazy to be updating all the pictures here.So, for those of you who wants to see, feel free to go to my facebook as all the pictures are up on facebook.

WEDNESDAY; sentosa with NCT (previous post)
THURSDAY; attended school only in the morning and than off for elder brother's Graduation Ceremony (POP).And yes, i went for elder brother's graduation in my school uniform.Obviously, i was the only person there who was wearing a school uniform (paiseh).But before that, ofcourse i met up with the parents first.Did i mention that the place that elder brother's graduation was held was freaking stuffy and it was actually held in an indoor sports hall.

FRIDAY; after school headed home straight to get change and than back out again.Together with baby, we went to Novena to have lunch.After lunch, baby send me of to Tan Tock Seng for my check up.Thankfully, there was nothing serious as i have been facing with it ever since young and if it was something serious, it would have gotten worse as years goes by.But i was given some medication if it happen to struck unexpectedly.

SATURDAY; didn't attend for my religious class as daddy's workplace had a family day carnival.This time, the carnival is more happening.As there are alot of family games and there are stars there as well and obviously, they took part in the games.People who attend the carnival wears the black shirt, the officials wears orange and the actors and actresses wears pink (so cute).I'm done here, so now, let the pictures do the talking.BYE!

2010-02-26T22:50:00.015+08:00

Wednesday's pictures.Pictures with the NCT class when we went to Sentosa for our Maths Trail.It was a great day despite the scorching hot sun and the humid weather, i did have fun with my classmates.We did maths and played Luge for free.And once our activities were done we are dismiss, we played at the sea and it was a great fun! After a whole day of fun, baby picked me up and had dinner and than headed home.So now, let the pictures dot the talking.

2010-02-23T23:37:00.002+08:00

Today was a pretty rough day for me but thankfully i manage to pull it through.(alhamdulilah) I was like a walking zombie with puffy eyes. I didn't get enough sleep last night as i stayed up to complete the project.Well, Wadiah and i were up doing the project and the rest don't ask me.We rushed through just to make the project a perfect one and thankfully, everything went smoothly and the project was a success. (alhamdulilah)

Due to us sleeping late and not having sufficient sleep, we actually skipped the morning class and only turned up for the afternoon class. And the afternoon class was when we have to do our presentation.My group is supposed to be the 2nd group but Farhan was late as he had his NS Check-up and so, our group became the last group to present.How lucky was that (:
Once we did our presentation, i felt so so so much relieve as the project is off my chest and Mr Singh also said that we did well.So i guess that we pass? And i hope that we actually pass with high marks *cross-fingers*

After everything was done, met up with baby and had our late lunch.OMG! my ulcer is still hurting and i am still having difficulty eating properly.IT HAS ALREADY BEEN 2 DAYS! I want to enjoy eating again, like real real real real soon.And because of ulcer, i couldn't finish my food and everytime i get full, it's not because of food, i got full because of drinking too much water.WAIT! the worse part about having an ulcer on your tongue is that you will have difficulty speaking and that is freaking irritating.For 2 days i've been having difficulty speaking and pronouncing a few words and it makes me sound as if i'm pelat.IRRITATING BTOL! Ouh well, it doesn't get any better by complaining i just hope that the so called cream i bought for my ulcer works *pray hard*

On a happy note, tomorrow the NCT group that consists of 4 different classes are going to Sentosa for a Maths Trail.I know, maths trail sound rather boring but i'm actually looking forward to it.It's actually because, we are going to ride the LUGE! and we are riding the luge for FREE! Isn't that fun?!? (: (jump for joy)

Alright, i'm tired and sleepy and i look ugly with my freaking puffy eyes.I want my puffy eyes to go away and my ulcer to go away as soon as possible.If can, i want it to go away by tomorrow.But it's impossible, i know.Ouh here's a little something for baby and for those who wants to read have fun reading (:

i thank you for everything you have done and the sacrifices you have made for me.

"iloveyou so much!"

you stayed up with me even when you're already tired and sleepy just to keep me company when i was doing my project and endured with the shitty attitude i gave you.

basically, i just love you so much and words can't describe how much i love you and how much you mean to me.

2010-02-22T20:23:00.007+08:00

It's Monday again, the start of the week and that means Monday Blues.I guess? School is as normal, there is no difference.There wasn't any maths class today and it's the second time that Maths class got canceled and no one knows until they reach school.He should have texted us and inform us before hand so that we could sleep longer and not waste our time in school.But never mind, at least we got to watch a movie in class (: (very relaxing)

After maths was lunch and i had a hard time enjoying my food all thanks to the ulcer on my tongue.And because of the ulcer, i didn't manage to finish my food because i had a hard time eating, chewing and even swallowing.Now tell me, how much worse can it get? Did i mention that i have a funny way of eating because of the ulcer? I actually tilt my head to the right and chew everything on my right side because the ulcer is on the left side of my tongue but still, it doesn't really make much of difference.It still hurts and it made me look like an idiot.

After lunch was than my business skills lesson and i have to say that i'm really hating my business skills teacher.His really driving me crazy and testing everyones patience.Can you imagine this, you were at the 6th floor than you went down to the 2nd floor and back up again to the 6th floor and he didn't even say sorry or anything.Instead, he buat muke slumber.Tak ke irritating tu?!? BODOH PUNYE CIKGU! And during his class, i camwhored (:

After his class, stayed for awhile in school with Wadiah and ofcourse was accompanied with baby too.We stayed to complete on our project which is due tomorrow but now, we have still yet to complete the project till now.Ouh well, i guess i'll be turning in late today.

Freelance Modelling Agency called me in the evening and this is the 2nd time they have called me to go for an interview.I actually bailed on the first interview and now i will feel extremely bad if i were to bail again.Help? Should i or should i not go? Baby said not to.Mum said it's up to me but if i decide to go than she will have to follow me for the interview.So now, i'm lost i don't know what to do.Anyone care to help? Share your thoughts with me please...

2010-02-21T22:48:00.002+08:00

I have change my blogskin (again) and not forgetting, i have also added new songs in my playlist too. And it has been numerous times that i have change my blogskin.I just can't stick to a blogskin for a long time.I'm just such a fickle minded person and i tend to get bored of things easily (katekan amalina) and i might just stick to this blogskin for some time. I JUST MIGHT.

My sunday was spend with my family at expo and i woke up extremely early today.I actually woke up at the time where i usually wake up to get ready for school.And ofcourse being the lazy me, i drag myself out of bed and took my own sweet time to get ready.We went to Singapore Expo for Maulut Nabi which ended at 1PM.Once it was done, we headed back home straight and had lunch at home.After lunch, everyone in the house slept except for maid and the 2 younger brothers.

I'm running out of things to share.As nothing much happen today.But before i end my post, let me share with you 2pictures of today and please don't be surprise with the last picture.The last picture is none other than me and yes it is really me.Any difference?

2010-02-20T22:20:00.004+08:00

Parents are away for the whole day and might only be reaching home in the early morning at around 2AM or so.They went to Batam together with the rest of my Uncles and Aunties.And leaving the children at home and basically, that means FREEDOM!! (for approximately a day)

How i spend my day you may ask? Now, let me share with you how it goes.
Woke up early in the morning for my religious class and as usual, i drag myself out of bed.After religious class which ended at 1.30PM headed back home and had lunch with elder brother.Well, we actually had to buy food and bring it back home cause our maid wasn't cooking.

Some how, i actually kind of pity elder brother.Because today, he had to go in and out of the house numerous times.Send me to my religious class, back home, send aqmal to religious class, back home, pick me up from religious class, back home, pick aqmal up for religious class and finally back home.But some how, he didn't even complain a little. (thank you brother)

So after having my lunch, a few hours later baby arrived at my place and weirdly the security guard didn't even inform me.And so, i went down to meet him and we sat at the games-room to spend some time together and do a bit on my project as it has yet to be completed and it's actually due this coming Tuesday.OUH! did i mention that baby was a dear today.He actually helped a little in doing my project (thank you dear)

While doing my project with baby, my cousins arrive to play bowling and than for a swim.But sadly, i didn't join them but it's alright.There will sure to be a next time.The cousins stayed until 11PM as they actually stayed to watch soccer and ofcourse, baby already left home.

Overall, my saturday was a great one.Even though it's a simple saturday but still, it's a great saturday for me.Because after so long, today is the day that i manage to spend some decent quality time with baby.And i have to say, i love today.I love today alot ! & I love Muzhaffar alot too ! (:

everything is getting better?

2010-02-15T23:14:00.005+08:00

Just got back home from dinner with the family a few hours ago and i spend most of my day today outside.And i have to say that today was a great day spend.I spend my day with my schoolmates (project mates) to do our project at Marina Square and than spend a short while with Muz.

Manage to complete about half of the project and yet to be completed before this coming Thursday as it's the submission date for the project.After doing the project, went out with Muz for awhile before heading home.

Thankfully the argument with Muz is all settled and i don't want to have anymore arguments from now on.And during the meet up with Muz, gave him a present for Valentines Day together with our 3monthsary.The gift was supposed to be surprise but plan fail, he wasn't surprised and he already know what was the gift (i suck at surprises) And when we arrive at my place, he actually gave me a gift too when he actually said that he didn't have any gift.Thank you larh bie, didn't expect it and i love it alot.

Now, let the pictures do the talking.The gift that i bought for him before and after wrap and the gift that he gave me, cute bear-bear.And to end the post a picture that i edited for fun.Goodnight! Off to bed to get a goodnight rest after 2days of not getting enough sleep i think i need a good sleep now.And might be waking up early again tomorrow to help mum to get the food ready as elder brother's bunk mates are coming tomorrow.

2010-02-14T22:30:00.003+08:00

This years' Valentines day is really a day to remember for the rest of my life.You people might think that i had a great Valentines Day right.Sorry to burst that balloon, but your wrong.I had an awful day today which means i had an awful Valentines Day.WAIT! i didn't even celebrate Valentines Day nor did i even muz happy valentines day.

Today was another round of argument with Muz. (naik penat aku argue) It seems like the argument is never ending.No intention in elaborating it here.The more i write about it or think about it, the more i cry like there's no tomorrow.I know i'm a cry baby, thank you very much.

Enough of that.Today, whole day was spend with the family and for all the 3 meals we ate out.Woke up at 9AM and i dragged myself out of bed and trust me i was extremely tired and sleepy and not forgetting weak.Obviously i will be tired, sleepy and weak when i only have 2 hours of sleep and i woke up with puffy eyes and eye bags forming up. (omg!i look so ugly now)

I want to share about something that gave me a culture shock.In the morning, went to mum's office to take her laptop and than we headed off to Little India for breakfast as mum wanted to eat Thosai and she said the place that we are going serves nice Thosai.When we reached the place, the shop was over crowded and you have to wait to find seats.And we got our seat, they took our order that's normal and standard.The thing that isn't normal to me and the thing that gave me a culture shock was that once they took our order, they place a tray covered with banana leaf at our table for each one of us.Something like this.

Than once the food is done, the person will carry the food the same thing but than he'll place it on your tray.The thing that gave me a culture shock was that, we ate on a tray not on a plate.And the sauces are in a a tall metal thing and we were to take ourselves or the person will pour it for us.The thing is something like this.
That was my breakfast experience that gave me a culture shock.But the food was sumptuous.And might be returning there again when mum wants' to eat thosai again.

After breakfast, headed home and i slept till 3PM.And when i woke up, the argument with Muz was still on going and to make things worse, i was having a freaking bad headache up till now.In the later part of the evening, went down to pool as the family wanted to swim so i accompanied them but i couldn't swim (thank you mr period) After swimming, headed home and than out to have dinner at Chai Chee.

Another experience to share, i tried eating the crab after so long not eating.And guess what, i actually vomited after eating the crab and my entire body totally went weak and so jelly.Thank you Mr Crab.To sum up everything up, my body is in an unstable condition but who cares right.

I'm done,i'm off to try to get some rest now (which seems impossible) Tomorrow, i'll be waking up early again as i will have to reach City Hall at around 12 to meet up with my group mates to do our project which is actually due like this Thursday.We will so have to rush through our project.Wish us the best of luck (:

2010-02-14T00:11:00.012+08:00

I have change my blogskin again! I decided to change my blogskin out of boredom.Before i start my updating, i would like to wish all my Chinese friends a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! And to those that aren't celebrating it, have a nice long weekend.That's not all i want to wish, i would also like to wish everyone a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

Before people start asking me if i'm celebrating valentine's day or not.I'm not celebrating Valentine's Day this year and i think it's the 2nd year i'm not celebrating it.So what? I have my reasons for it and only certain people knows it. (evil laughter+fake smile)

I just came back from my youngest aunt's chalet at East Coast Park with the family.Trust me, my youngest aunt is really hilarious.No pictures of today.Even when i brought the camera out, i was in no mood to take any pictures.I HATE TODAY!

My mind is in a blank now.So i'll just upload a few pictures of yesterdays' outting with the Fantastic A.As usual, the rest of the pictures are in Facebook so check it out if you want.I'm done here.Ouh fuck! i'm crying for no apparent reason.

2010-02-11T22:22:00.003+08:00

14 February is coming which means, Valentines Day is coming near too.And this year is a special year.Valentines day is together with Chinese New Year.How cool is that?!? (i'm being weird) So you guys celebrating Valentines Day with your love ones? I hope i can actually.

WAIT! can we Muslims celebrate Valentines Day? Some say can and some say cannot and so here i am being confuse with different people telling me different things.Ouh what the heck! i don't even think i'm celebrating and it's no biggy.

Valentines Day is just so called a special day to show your love and appreciation to that certain person you love.If you only show it only Valentines Day than the other day is nothing? Easy said, everyday is like a valentines day to me with baby. (btol tk bie?)

Today had another round of NE Game training and i have to say that i'm getting better at playing the game.Plus there was one round i was the last person alive in my group and the another round i was given a shock because when i turn around, the enemy was actually behind me and that person shot me dead.HAHAS! funny seh and i was screaming like crazy.

Pictures of today are in my facebook but there aren't really alot.We didn't take alot of pictures today actually.I'm done updating so let me just end my post with pictures taken with brownies that i bought in school.As school actually had this mini celebration for Valentines day, they had performances at the Auditorium and stalls set up by the students of the school.And i have to say that the brownies are nice and the decoration on the brownies made me have second thoughts on eating it.As it looks so beautiful yet tempting to eat.HAHS! i'm done here

2010-02-10T21:30:00.003+08:00

I SWEAR I LOVE YOU MUHAMMAD MUZHAFFAR.
I know last week was a harsh week for us.Filled with arguments, misunderstandings and such.I just have to say i'm so sorry for my harshness attitude that i did towards you last week.For me, after the argument we had, i know you much better now and understand you more.Oh well, i'm just glad that the argument is over and i hope that there will not be any arguments (insyallah) Baby, thank you for everything and standing by my side.I LOVE YOU BABY!

2010-02-07T22:01:00.013+08:00

Evening lovely readers! WOW! my blog seems so extremely dead.People read but never tag ehk? Come on people start tagging, my blog seems so dead.So please be a deary and tag after reading and before leaving.Thank you so much (:

Today's post will be mostly filled with pictures.Like what people say, pictures speaks a thousand words.Bit before i start doing my update about Anaqi's (youngest brother) birthday yesterday, i've got a few pictures of camp to share (actually only 3) and the last one is the group photo.Those are the people that attended the camp! (:

Like i mentioned at the start of my post, yesterday was Anaqi's birthday (youngest brother).My youngest brother has already turned 5 yesterday! HAPPY 5th BIRTHDAY LIL BROTHER!!

Yesterday the family went out to celebrate the youngest brothers' birthday.This time, the celebration is a little different.Had a heavy and late lunch at BBQ Chicken (currently fav eating place) and than off to Explorer Kids.Stayed at Explorer Kids from 6PM-9PM or so.Obviously, the younger brothers had fun and so did i.As i actually join them to play and not only me, actually the whole family also played.It was so freaking fun!

Enough of playing, had supper at Tampines and than headed back home and had an early sleep (earlier than usual) I'm done blabbering here.So let the pictures do the talking till the end and obviously, more pictures are up on facebook.ENJOY!

"i feel the angels cry"

2010-02-05T20:27:00.007+08:00

I'm back, i'm back! (jump for joy) I'm back from my NCT Camp a 3days 2night camp and you may ask what is NCT.Well, NCT is actually what my school calls the january intake of higher nitec.

Let me share a little about the camp alright and this post won't really be filled with pictures because i didn't really took pictures and i didn't bring my DSLR as well.And to share with you people the pictures, i'm actually depending on the couches to upload the pictures to the web as soon as possible.

The 3days 2nights camp was a great one and a great experience.And best of all, the place that we stayed was the best.It didn't made me and the rest feel like we went to camp.Instead, it made us feel as if we are going for a holiday.Reason why i said that is because, our camp is actually located at Changi and it is not the scary type of place.We actually stayed at the Safra chalet.Yes you read it properly, we slept in a chalet with an air-conditioned room and there is water heater.

The activities were all held at the beach area under the scorching hot sun.It was fun and exciting but because of the scorching hot sun above us, i got sunburned and now i'm a little tanner than before. (thank you mr sun)

I'm done here so let me post a few pictures.The first picture is with darling Wadiah and the 2nd is the picture taken by Kelvin when we were about to leave the chalet and the last one is the ENGINE people playing kites and that picture was taken from the web.I had no other pictures to take but that picture.

2010-01-31T22:07:00.002+08:00

I don't feel good right now.All i feel like doing is just to sit at any corner and just stare out the window and try to let my mind go blank.But eventhough how hard i try, i can't seem to let my mind go blank.There is bound to be things popping up in my head.

The things that once was so right is beginning to go so bad.From family, relationship and the list goes on.Too many things to handle, to many things face, to many things to adapt and i'm feeling out of place.I hate this feeling and i hate what i'm going through now.But things just can't be helped right, life isn't full of rainbows and butterflies and happy endings.That's just in fairytales, but can you imagine if life is just full of rainbows and butterflies and there isn't such things as problem, hatred, stress or anything.I think i would be the happiest girl on earth.But too bad, things like that doesn't come true :(

I know i'm just simply crapping but I've got no where else to go but my blog for now.Oh god, please guide me the way and please let everything go back to the way they were once before.I'm not strong enough to handle anymore of the challenges that i'm facing now.

To my most precious and beloved parents and family;
"mummy daddy please start talking.
there just isn't any live in the house anymore.
i miss those family time we spent together.

To my most precious and beloved boyfriend;
"baby, i'm sorry for everything and anything i've done.
everything seems to be falling out of place for us.
i don't know what to say or what to do now.
but i know that i miss u & i miss the way we used to be."

2010-01-30T23:01:00.008+08:00

It's the weekends! and i spend my day today at home.Well, besides going out for my religious class and that's besides the point.Hell it was freaking boring staying at home on your weekends.When people out there are having fun with the family or friends.But i don't my family for us not going out today, the situation at home is still unstable.I don't intend to share as this is part of my private life (people who are close to me will know everything)

I don't really have much of an update today.I just want to share a few pictures of yesterday which i just transferred it to my laptop in the afternoon and than uploaded it to Facebook and than i did another round of mass tagging.Basically, if you want to see the pictures of yesterday you can just look at it at my facebook as i'm FREAKING lazy to be uploading everything in my blog because it would be like never ending.

From my previous post you all know that 19 classmates of mine (including me) went to Clarke Quay yesterday for this N.E Game training.So here are some of the pictures from the journey to the place, when we arrive, while playing game and done playing and slacking and chit chatting at the side of the Singapore River. (if i'm not mistaken, it's singapore river)

OUH! and sorry for the first picture.I was so tired and sleepy and to the extend i actually fell asleep in the bus and my dear friend Mr Noman just had to take a snap of me sleeping in the bus and it woke me up even before reaching the place all thanks to the flash.

That will be all.OMG! I just found out from Adrian that Nabilah's mother had just passed away.I think i'm the last person to know larh please.I pity Nabilah but on the other hand, i really solute her.She is really a good example to follow.Even in this situation, she is still thinking positive and staying as strong as she can be.I think if this were to happen to me, i think i'll be crying like crazy and will be extremely depressed.People, let us all pray for Nabilah's mother to rest in peace and for her family to have the strength they need.

"learn to appreciate and cherish your love ones when you still can.
because when they are gone, it's a little too late to regret."